[all ok] Should I let go of wanting to enjoy the sex so I can finally try it with a guy?
My expectations are that I won’t cum. I rarely do from penetration and I don’t think I’ll enjoy it either way to be honest. It’s all for the kink and fantasy and being able to get off after the fact. The few times I’ve tried it’s never gotten me going at all.
Should I just let go of wanting to enjoy it and look to his pleasure? Accept my role as his pleasure toy only?