u/Full_Action_2769

I'm 37m and I've honestly been a perv my whole life. I've always had bad and terrible thoughts in my head about all the naughty and pervy things that I enjoy and it still turns me on so much to this day.

But sometimes I feel so guilty about it, I feel so much shame for enjoying the things that I do. I know this is meant to be a safe space, but sometimes I wonder will there ever actually truly be a safe space for someone like me?

Society hates people like me, I can't talk about it to anyone or even write it in a post like this, it's so taboo and icky that I'm better off just keeping it inside.

But even though I know it's so wrong and hated and I feel so much shame... I just can't stay away, I always come back wanting it even more. I can't hide who I really am or what I really like. I tell myself that I should just try to stay away from it for a week, but 2 days later I'm back and looking for more outlets to play with.

I know there are lots on here who are like me, it's nice to know I'm not completely alone. I wish I could talk to more people openly and honestly about it.

Limit: scat & death

I'm such a bad man with so many dark dirty thoughts. I can't help it, I just want it so bad even though I know how wrong it is.

Do you have bad thoughts too? Do you think about men doing bad things to you? Do you get wet wanting bad men in your life?

I know I shouldn't, but I can't stop being a dirty perv, but I like girls who are into bad pervs like me. And if you like it too, then it can't be that bad can it?

Limits: scat & death

I'm such a bad pervert, if only people could really see inside my head at all the awful and terrible things that turn me on.

But I can't hide it, it's who I really am and it's who I want to be.

I love talking to outlets who understand bad men like me and will indulge in it with me. I want to hear all the bad things you're into as well, there's a good chance I'm very into it too. I promise I'm super open minded.

I'll put my simplex in the comments

Limits: scat & death