Hearing voices...
Hey, I just want to ask about one bizzare experience I have had recently. I know something about self-hypnosis, and managed to put myself successfully under. Been a subject for a long time, I know how to relax, and am not exactly new to this.
However, after going under, without having thought about anything remotely like it beforehand (I just wanted to relax into some anal play and use a bit of hypno for it), I began to hear an inner voice, as if taking control. As I was counting myself down, or telling myself to relax with one trigger, this other voice as if took over the narration, and I didn't feel in control of the direction of the session anymore.
The session turned a bit rougher, as it felt I lost control, being now almost forcefully put under, as this other voice, from which I honestly felt very disassociated, began to talk possessively, and almost in a mean manner. It's difficult to describe, as the memory of it is still a haze, but those are the points that I'm sure about, without the marring of personal bias.
Hypnotists in my past have talked about some "little voice" before when trancing me, I just assumed it's me being vocal during the session, or just babbling, but when they described intentions, I'm not sure if these two things aren't related.
I don't know if I'm imagining something, or if it is normal, or what is exactly going on, but I haven't had really the courage to do any more hypno since.
If it sounds like it makes sense to you, or have some idea as to what's going on, I'd greatly appreciate the input (DMs too, if you really care) - cheers!