u/Genesis200

I have a long distance relationship and over the last year or so I have been watching porn where a guy shares his partner. Now it's like the only thing that can get me off and I'm obsessed with the kink. It's not really something my boyfriend likes but at the same time imagining it is the only thing that gets me off now. We have a compromise to do kinky stuff together on reddit while we have long distance and I've been browsing naughty subreddits and leaving comments. We have talked a little bit with other couples on reddit together too but recently I started talking privately with the other woman and we have been sharing pictures of our partners and comparing them with my boyfriend always looking a lot smaller. It's so wrong but feels soo erotic. I really can't explain it...