Im not a heavy user but i use oftern only go though a .5 when i do take it. if i could afford it id be a heavy user. I have got myself onto a bad place iver the stuff, i take it on my own as soon as my kid goes tobuis dads, im failing on bills and have been short on rent a few times. I also some weed whixh dosent help.
I work so hard on myself in every other area, im fit, eat well ect but i cant seem to getvoff the coke or weed tbh. Coke obvs costs me mpre tho even tho i smoke dailey.
Like how do i get off it, im scared to seek help as im worried social would get involved with my kid and well no one wants that!
I also am waitong for a adhd diagnosis so i do self medocate with it.
Honestly om wiered to fuck roght now on a wedensday, got it on tick, skint as fuck but i still do it
Sorry i think i just needed a rant about it