u/GlamourHammer321

It took me a long time and many years of doing drugs to be able to save my baggie and not blow it in a single night. What I do before I even take the first line is; I pick a time that I plan to stop and I stick to that time. I take how much I plan to do that night. Then I put my baggie in the car and park my car 8-10 blocks from my house. This way, I am not near the baggie and if I want more, I have to take a 15 min. walk to get my stuff. If your baggie is, out of sight, out of mind, then you are not going to be nearly as anxious after you run out. Creating some distance between you and your baggie really helps keep your anxiety down.

I also have Remeron (prescription sleep aid) that I can fall back on if I get really desperate. Remeron hasn't failed me yet and it cuts right though the coke, even if I did a lot. When I get really desperate for more, I take a sleeping pill instead. Within just 45-60 min., I start to feel really tired and once I go to bed, I qm out. If I did a lot of coke that night, the Remeron takes a little longer to kick in, but in the end, the Remeron always wins.

I figured opportunities like this don't come around very often, so I jumped on the opportunity to get some Ketermine. My friend said he did it once and everthing in the room was melting. How much do you have to do to get to that level?

When I was doing coke with a good friend of mine, he was teaching me the correct way to break up coke and even brought out a descent size flat mirror to put it on. Then he brought out a Razer blade a steel blade putty knife.

When I used to break up coke, I just used any surface and used a credit card. My friend said that using a credit card is the worst way to cut up coke. He was saying that I would be better off using a library card or health insurance card because its thinner and not as much coke would stick to the card. My friend also noticed how I put my straw on the table, he was like, try to keep it on the mirror because a little coke falls out every time you set it down and you can use it for later, something I never thought about. He was also teaching me the correct way to hold the Putty Knife, he said don't push in on the coke, pretend you are painting and hold it like a paint brush. Up until now, I never realized their was an Art to breaking up coke, to minimize as much waste as possible. I just accepted that drug waste happens and there is nothing you can do about it as much as you try to cut down on drug waste.