Swallowed for the first time!
Returning to this subreddit to say I finally managed to swallow a piece!
I previously mentioned I had finally got out of school so being busy wasn't exactly my main excuse anymore to not try scat play, but was struggling to find a moment where horniness met the need to poop. Since then I've made a habit out of making sure I get a sniff whenever I can, whether I'm jerking off in bed and I stick my finger in me or if I'm taking a dump and I catch a bit of it to sniff off my finger. There's been times at work where im in the mood enough to use toilet paper to shit in my hand and then I just sit there on the clock sniffing a load in my hand. For most of these scenarios I didn't really taste. Ive tasted in the past and I didn't want to force myself to taste if I wasn't exactly in the mood, but figured the smell would be enough to train my brain into getting horny when pooping.
This weekend arrives and im home alone most of it, so I'm purposefully eating big and not using the bathroom in hopes of catching myself in the moment. I unfortunately didn't catch myself alone in the moment, but I found out I wouldnt be working Monday, so holding it in wasn't a waste. Last night I felt the urge building stronger and stronger, but I wanted to wait just a little longer so Id know for sure im home alone. The farts however smelled atrocious. One thing I don't see talked about much when holding the urge to poop is the smell of the farts. If you're into that, you get some real nice gas when it hits.
Monday arrives, and I'm already thinking about my plans. I open my phone and its still on the porn I was looking at last night. Perfect. I thought about what someone suggested in the past about just going in my bed to start so I don't ruin the mood switching to the bathroom, but I wanted an easy clean up and I had no intentions of keeping it to just "fingering and tasting." I started off not jerking off yet, but slightly grinding the air as I watched porn. I didn't want to risk getting too excited and finishing before I taste. The urge to poop was so strong, part of me was mentally preparing to make the mess anyways. But eventually I told myself to take this to the bathroom. I quickly ran to the shower with my toy, turned on the water, and started thrusting into my hand. I knew I wasn't gonna last long in both departments, so I stopped jerking and squatted in the tub. Finally, with some pushing, I felt it crown. It wasn't thick like I like to imagine it being, but once I put my hand under I realized how big of a snake I was pushing out. Like a firm pile of ice cream, it just slowly pushed out into a creamy pile into my hand. It just kept going and going. The stench in the steamy shower was amazing. I just closed my eyes and breathed it all in as I felt the warmth pile up more and more. Eventually, I couldn't push much more, so I started pulling on the turd. My poor nails were completely brown afterwards, cause I had to quite literally pull the plug to finish off the last bit. The turd may not be as long as I may have seemed, but the turd filled my entire hand and made some pretty decent height. I wish I had the sense to take a picture. It was at least the size of a big apple. I leaned in for a sniff, instantly rock hard. I closed my eyes and gave it a few licks. I started stroking myself using lube, and once again felt myself getting close. That's when I looked at my phone and saw the porn still up, a guy happily letting poop pile up in his mouth. That's when I leaned in and tried to scoop a bit with my tongue. It was too firm to scoop, so I just got a deep lick. Part of it broke off and I swallowed. Oddly enough, that part tasted different than when I just licked. Before it was bitter and tolerable when horny, but that time... it tasted good? Slightly sweet enough to make me believe "Holy shit... I swee why people actually enjoy the taste" while still having the bitterness that adds to the nastiness that turns me on. I close my eyes and take a bite the size of a spoon fool. I squish it with my tongue, letting thay flavor settle with me for 5 seconds before I swallow hard. The idea of there being actual shit inside of my stomach made me so hard. I wanted to keep going, but part of me knew if I took a bigger bite I might gag and ruin the experience. So instead I kept licking and sniffing until I came. I came sooner than I planned, but for some reason post-nut clarity didn't hit. As a matter of fact, I was still horny. There was shit in my stomach and I hadn't even eaten breakfast yet. Imagine how I could be when I take bigger bites, or when I'm able to let someone shit in my mouth? Hell, theres a reality now where I go to work with a stomach full of shit. I wasn't even hard again but I put the shit in the toilet and started licking my hand. I eventually got hard again and decided to wash off my hand a bit. However, I've never been into smearing, but something about today made me leave some shit so I could jerk off with a dirty hand. I tried riding my dildo so I could have a shitty dildo to play with, but I hadn't practiced with anal in ages and I was still sore from the 3 day turd. In the end I had a dirty dildo, a dirty hand, 2 climaxes, and a bit of shit sitting in my stomach before I even ate breakfast. All morning I could only think about the fantasy of having a full load in my stomach instead of cooking a proper breakfast before the day. Maybe that fantasy could be real soon.
Thank you guys for reading my experience swallowing for the first time! I gotta get back into using my dildo so I can get into some dirtier play, and maybe this will be the Kickstart to an interest in smearing? Hopefully it'll also be the start of a transition into eating full loads. That would be awesome. Have a great week everyone.