I can't believe I'm exposing myself like this
I genuinely don't know what's gotten into me these past 3 days. I've always had this sissy side of me, but I've never actually let it get this far before.
I've basically been going back and forth posting myself on r/Sissies, freaking out about how many people are seeing me, deleting everything… and then somehow ending up posting again the next day.
Yesterday I told myself I was done after deleting everything, and then this morning I ended up right back there and got even more carried away. The post is literally still up on my profile rn and I keep going between omg take that down and wanting to leave it there just a little longer.
I think that's the part that's messing with my head the most. I've fantasized about being more feminine and letting this side of myself out for a long time, but actually letting thousands of strangers see that side of me feels soooo different. Like girl what are you doing what if someone recognizes you?