u/Green-Pill-1553

So I started edging to sissy porn early around 9 in the morning and the porn wasn’t enough I started looking at cock then gay porn then I ended up on Sniffies. I was practically begging to meet with any guy when one person finnaly agreed. His pictures had a huge cock and I was so excited but I was shaking and scared. When he got here he parked at the end of my alley and I got into his car and starting sucking him. It went from sucking to deep throating to riding. He ended up nutting in me and I cleaned up his cock. I even recorded when I sucked him off but only for two minutes. I’m excited that I’m finally pushing this boundary but also scared I might fully degrade into a sissy. Advice what to do now?