u/Heavy_Job9252

I need to confess something, man. It's been three months since my marriage, but I'm burning inside. My life before marriage was completely different. I was wild. I used to change girls every month. All kinds of girls — college girls, office girls, even married ones. Sex was routine, but what I enjoyed the most was oral.

I loved fucking a girl's mouth. I'd grab her head and push my cock deep into her throat, in and out, while she gagged and tears ran down her face. Some girls would ride my cock with their mouth, licking and sucking my balls while I came straight down their throat. I also loved eating pussy. I'd spread their legs wide, put them on my shoulders and lick for hours — sucking their clit, tongue-fucking their hole, drinking all their juices. There was one girl who used to offer her ass to me. I'd lick her asshole, finger it, and then fuck her hard. I did anal many times too. We did all kinds of kinky stuff — slapping, choking, roleplay, cum play. Every week it was a new girl, new positions, new ways to fuck. My dick used to stay hard all the time back then."

"But now everything has changed. I got married. My wife is very decent, simple, from a rural background. She's shy and traditional. She only does missionary, that too without making a sound. Apart from kissing, she doesn't do anything. For three months I've been adjusting, trying not to force her, but I can't control myself anymore.

Every night when I lie next to her, old memories come flooding back. I keep imagining her taking my cock in her mouth, sucking it, deep-throating me. I want to eat her pussy, spank her ass, and fuck her hard from behind in doggy style. Sometimes I even dream about my ex-girls and cum in their mouths. Even in the morning, I wake up with a hard-on. I jerk off to get relief, but it doesn't satisfy me. There's so much frustration building inside."

What should I do. ????? Should I find a side chic or convince my wife for the same ?????