u/Independent_Bid_2961

I secretly fantasize about my Latina gf getting railed by a BWC

Even being anonymous, I still feel nervous just typing this out and posting this. But here's some preface first. We're both young adults. I'm a Black male and my gf is Latina. And I feel the need to clarify just how lucky I've always felt to have her.

We met around 2 and a half years ago through mutual friends. And from the beginning no exaggeration she was a 10/10. Like stupid attractive. A big fat ass. Big tits. Hour glass body. And absolutely beautiful in the face. Practically every guy in our large circle of friends wanted her and she definitely got a lot of attention.

Ironically despite coming into the same friend group, her and I didn't talk or interact much. So I kinda jist admired from afar but never would've imagined she'd be interested in me so I didn't even consider making a move or anything. Over the course of about a year, our friend group did that thing most large friend groups do where it kinda of gradually breaks down into smaller subgroups.

Me and her shared one of those smaller groups ans that one gradually broke down until it was just us two and by thay point we had become very close and eventually became best friends. Obviously at one point I caught feelings and eventually she did as well and thats that. I love her deeply and feel that she is the one.

Now how did this fantasy start? Honestly thats hard for me to say as well. Even before I was introduced to her, I had subtly entertained the idea of cuckholding in my mind every now and then but not often and never in detail. But at some point after I got with her, not sure why, those quiet thoughts began to develope into a full fantasy.

And its funny because I don't really fit the ideal description of a cuck. I exercise regularly so I have a fit well defined physique and am pretty well endowed which are things I take a lot of pride in. My gf even verbally uses "BBC" when we have intercourse.

But still, the idea of watching her get fucked while I sit and watch is such an enticing thought. And not gonna lie, every time I have the fantasy, it's always a White guy fucking her which is ironic being that she always said she never liked White guys and found them boring and unattractive.

Anyway, here are some specifics involving my fantasies. One fantasy fits the usual sort of cuck fantasy, and that being your girl getting fucked by a bigger buff guy. In the fantasy, its a huge buff White guy with a BWC thats even bigger than my BBC.

But theres a different kind of ideal bull you may find surprising that fills these fantasies more often. That being a White chubby nerdy loser kind of dude. One fantasy I have with that type of archetype goes like this: I'm trying to help him increase his confidence and get my gf to agree to go ona date with him for that reason. She rolls her eyes at the idea and agrees but at the end of the date, he ends up fucking her brains out and making her cum like never before with a surprisingly huge cock.

In both types of fantasies, the guy does multiple acts with her including missionary, blownobs, tit fucking, etc. But the scene I like most is him giving her backshots as they face me. He would pull her hair as she makes eye contact with me.

There's actually a guy we sort of know of irl who would fit this role. He was a chubby nerdy White guy who was socially akward. He was honestly kind of annoying and sort of inviting himself into our friend group back then and none of us were assholes so we didn't tell him to fuck off but it was evident that he didn't really fit in. So if I had the opportunity to fulfill my fantasy, I could honestly see myself going to him. Ironic I know.

I've never spoken about this fantasy to my gf because I just already know the wouldn't be interested. I don't think it was necessarily make things weird between us but it's at least a moment of awkwardness worth avoiding if I already know her answer.

If I ever do decide to bring it up, I think it'll be at least a few years in the future when we're a little more stable and living together being that now there are so many factors like college and such. Who knows, maybe its better left off as a fantasy. But honestly I think I wouldn't regret it if we ended up trying and it turned out that I wasn't actually into it.