u/JerkingOff4Ever009

Recently i've started to talk with gay gooner men on the internet. Best decision in my life, i love it, i used to be shy when sending pics, now i don't mind at all, i enjoy it in fact, i wanna ditch everything in my life and just goon all day all night, that's all i want, and now i also want a daddy dominate and degrade me, i wanna be someone's slave so bad, i need it, please, i'll do anything but my face, but other than that i'll do anything and try anything as long as i can

I started holding myself since yesterday night and i'm already struggling, but i wanna see if any of you guys could make me jerk off before next Saturday, it'd be super hot if some guy completely convinced me to give in

It started yesterday at night, i wanna see if i'm able to keep my nut all that time, which is gonna be hard cause i masturbate a lot, i'm a total addict for porn and masturbation, specially gay porn, but i wanna see if some of you guys are good enough to make me give in and jerk off before next Saturday, if you are a man better yet

Quiero hablar con otros hombres d paja, compartir porno gay y hablar sucio

What do you think i should do? Should i edge for some time or should i just jerk off normally? Tell me guys

For me it started at around 12 or 13, my family is highly homophobic due to our beliefs, and so is my father, i was never really manly, or feminine, so i guess that prompted my father to have several talks with me about not being feminine and how to be manly, he was basically telling me to not be gay in a subtle way.

As days pass this stuff gets deep in my mind and i start to get curious, "what's so bad about being feminine and not all manly?" "Is being gay really that bad" i started searching morr and more provocative images of men, i even had my first nut with a pair of gay men in boxers, and shortly after started watching gay porn, took me a while to start watching straight porn but i prefer gay mostly.

What about you all?

It's go something like this, we would all be alone in the house of any of us 3, we would start making gay jokes like normally but we get increasingly more touchy, we start to touch eachother's pecs, our arms, and finally we all get naked, i'd be getting fucked by both ends, ome of them would fuck my throat relentlessly, and the other would eat my ass and lick my balls, before shoving his fat cock inside of me (Seriously, he always has a big bulge) we would go like this for hours until they get done with me, after that i'd become their slut and would please them whenever they wanted, i would go their homes just to suck them off or get fucked, i need something like this really

It started when i became a teen, my parents were for reason insistent on censoring gay stuff for me, which only made me more and more curious, it ended up with me being more curious about men and gay stuff in general, i would be lying if i said that most of the porn i watch is gay porn, i watch straight porn too but not as much as i do gay porn, i've sexted with some guys on reddit too, all of this says i'm gay, but I don't believe so, while sexually i find men and women equally attractive, i've only ever felt romantic attraction to women, never really had feeling for another man in my 20 years, and i've gotten to know some handsomes, and i am currently in love with a girl.

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What do you all think of this?

dms open

Let's bond over our fantasies, talk about masturbation, maybe sext, order eachother, only thing i don't do is sending pics