u/JustMyThoughts_55

I've been with my bf for like almost a year and a half now and i do love him so much. he's genuinely so hot to me like he's lean fit, works out consistently, eats clean, barely any body hair. objectively he's a catch and i'm attracted to him. But…

i have this whole other thing that i literally cannot get away from. like I have always been into all types of guys, i've dated tall short, skinny, chubby, and literally every race, but my one constant fantasy, my weakness are big fat guys. like guys with huge round bellies with a fupa and especially if they are hairy. i am OBSESSED.

I fantasize about their overhanging stomach, the fat right above their dick, big thick thighs, their big hairy asses and breast. I have a whole secret Insta account where i just follow fat dudes. all i think about is grabbing their stomach, squeezing them, putting my face right in there. i want to lick them, smell them, touch every single inch. I think about sucking their dick while their belly is seats on my forehead or having to lift it up just to get to their dick. that thought alone sends me.

and honestly they don't even have to be conventionally handsome. like at all. if you're big, hairy with a fupa, I am on my knees to please you. I would let you do whatever you wanted to me as long as i get to taste your dick and touch your belly.

A couple of years ago I use to hook up this big hairy guy and he literally would forced my head under his belly flap, and make sniff it, he would force his dick down my throat or in me with all his weight and that was so exhilarating. I was so into it i can't even explain. i would have done literally anything he told me to, no matter how nasty, it was because just looking at his belly would turn me on so much. A couple of times he would turn around and just make me eat his big fat hairy ass or he would sit on my face. I still think about it sometimes

Now, I'm here with my fit hairless boyfriend who i genuinely love and i feel so guilty having these fantasies but also like... will they ever go away? i'm not gonna cheat or anything, I just wanted to vent.