19FTM. I want to be bred by someone who doesn't love me back.
I'm a pretty run-of-the-mill guy. I like watching sports, playing video games... the usual. I pass okay as a “bro,” however... I have a secret fantasy of being dominated by older, rugged men. I like men who drink. Men who are more masculine than I am. Men who are better than me. And, over all, men who do not like me back. I get wet thinking about it.
Many times I have fantasized of my older friend (29M) fucking his load inside my cunt while he thinks of other women. He's aware that I'm a man with a slit between his legs, so I wonder if he's ever thought about it, too.
I love the fantasy of him using me like a fleshlight while he waits for the “real thing”.
Getting fucked into like a sex toy with a pulse, drooling all over his sheets, moaning desperately for him to put his load inside me again and again. Pushing my hips back way too eagerly for someone who offered himself just to “help him destress,” as if I were doing him a favor. Sucking his cock like I've never tasted anything better. Worshipping it.
I'd end up so cock-drunk that I'd begin begging him to never leave me between tears. Such words would make him wince. He doesn't care about me like that; never will. However, I'm incredibly dependent and devoted to him. He can do with my body as he pleases—I'll comply. I always will.