my cousin and i can't get over each other. sharing this here since it's been quiet lately.
this is going to be a long one yall.
this goes way back when i was 10 and she was 9, i was a dumb, innocent boy who loved cartoons and nothing else. she was raised my her single mom and her grandma on weekends, no father figure till date, she was rotten from very early on.
I've always been good-looking, even in my childhood, skinny guy with a cute face and smile. we met at the family house for Christmas as per our annual ritual — for a lack of a better word.
the adults were all outside enjoying fresh air and talking amongst themselves.
I was always inside because of the cartoons as usual. she came in the living room with me and changed the channel to 4syte TV and said we watched that instead. being innocent, i closed my eyes while she watched, she laughed at me.
she then sat on me and starting dancing on my laps. we were 9 & 10 again.
i started getting hard, i didn't understand why buy i liked it.
then I turned her around and looked her in the eyes and gave her a peck. she gave me a peck back, laughed a little and left the room. i was stuck feeling hard and confused at what the fuck just happened.
I'm not the type of guy to have the best memory of my childhood but that day?? I'll never forget. my cousin was my first kiss, technically.
that day lived in my head forever, always longing for more and kind of developing a crush for her.
now I'm not a conventional guy, I'm really twisted and have almost no morals, I only draw the line at stealing and murder.
every other thing, fuck it, YOLO right? one time my mom's friend kissed me but that's a story for another day. 🤣🤣
10 years later, we lose an uncle, i see her during the funeral, she's grown well, into the exact type of woman I'm rock hard for. tall, curvy, busty and a cute face. she had ass for days man. I'm still how I've always been. skinny, handsome, baby-faced. we se each other and the memories and feelings come crashing back in our faces again.
I can't take my eyes off her, she can't take hers off me. we're back in the same living room from 10 years ago. but we're not alone this time, my sisters are there, our other cousins are there.
I announce that I'm going upstairs to my older cousin's room to play God of War on his PS5. my sisters come with me, one of our other cousins come with me. my sisters drag her along because they've missed her and wanna hang out with her.
I couldn't figure out the fuck why they wouldn't leave me alone upstairs, maybe I shouldn't have announced that I'm going to play games upstairs in our cousin's room.
in the room, I launch the game, she sits in the couch to the wall with my sister and chats with her, I steal glances at her intermittently. she does same too. I notice.
soon my sisters and younger cousins are tired out, it's pushing 11pm, I carry my sister to another room to sleep, she does same for one of the little ones. I call my older cousin to see if he'll be coming home, he says he's at his friend's and is spending the night. I return to his room to continue gaming.
she follows quietly. turns off the lights when she gets in, sits back in the couch. I finally have her all to myself. After a few minutes I set the controller down and go talk to her. she does same with her phone. we catch up on each other. I tell her I'm currently offering my NSS, she's in level 200 and pushing on, we talk more about school and hobbies and relationships. I realise exactly how much I missed her carefree laugh. we talk for hours, she leaves for her grandma's home at 1am. I accompany her there, take her snap and give her a friendly hug.
she texts me immediately asking me if I'm home safe too. sweet. she still likes me, I knew it from the moment we first locked eye contact — funny, my cousin has feelings for me, and i her. I tell her I'm almost there. she tells me to let her know when. i tease her a little and say i will, she laughs and says she's waiting.
I get home and forget about her for a while, I go check on my mum and sisters, see if everyone's safe before retiring to bed.
everyone's fine, mum's outside with grandma and th others, planning the rest of the funeral.
I get to the room and fire up the console again. this time I'm completely immersed. I check my phone and I have 7 unread messages from her, she's worried, she's acting cute. I send her a voice note assuring her I'm fine, I just got sidetracked. she tells me she's relieved. she warns me not to make her worried again. I record a video laughing and teasing her a bit.
she sends a voice note laughing again, and I love it all over again.
next thing I know, boom, she sends me a titty pic. fuck. they're perfect, just how I imagined em. then it all comes full circle, I wasn't tripping when I grew up thinking the kisses we gave each other were just lighthearted. they were the start of something abominable, something the world would stone us for, something lustful, primal and almost unbreakable.
I reply telling her she has a great chest, like top 5 what I've seen, including porn. she laughs saying she felt nervous sending it but I made her feel pretty and didn't judge her or make her regret it.
I remind her about our little "action" from 10 years ago, she says she still thinks about it, she wishes she kissed me deeper. I nearly lose my mind. THIS GIRL REALLY DID LIKE ME. I WASN'T OVERIMAGINING THINGS! I tell her I feel the same way.
she asks if I still like her, I say yes, she says she knows. she says she likes me too. I change the subject, not wanting to overdo it.
we text till 4am. I fall asleep and wake up at 8am. its funeral day, she shows up in a different all-black attire, she's gorgeous asf. everyone tells her. I feel pride looking at her, pride that this goddess is into me. I make plans to undress her after the funeral and smash her till she's paralysed. "you sly fucking dog" I whisper to myself in a smirk. I'm in charge of welcoming visitors, an usher, if you will. she's serving food and drinks with the other women. we still exchange glances here and there. we tease each other on snap whenever we can. there's tension. any idiot paying attention to us can tell we want to sex each other but we're just being composed.
I make her laugh when she comes to sit next to me after serving the guests. she can't keep her hands off me. I'm a bit edgy because someone might catch us, she doesn't care. she laughs her usual carefree laugh.
After the funeral we get to texting again, hours on end, I tell her I'll be leaving for home on Sunday tomorrow. she says same, for school. she sends me a few more titty pics, my dick is raging with a boner so hard it could break a rock. I tell her we should link up next weekend, at a guesthouse. it's a risky text but I know she wants it and I cannot flout he 10-day rule. she says she's down for it. I say bet.
that whole week we talk about what we're going to do when we link up, we obviously can't wait for the day.
saturday comes rolling around, we plan to meet at 10am at the place. i pay the fees and get the room key, it's my usual room key, the guesthouse stewards know me already. that's where I bring all my girls. 😂
I set the mood, low lights, lil RnB going, I don't plan to waste time. I've probably fucked her like 3 times in my dreams the week prior.
she arrives in 30. I go pick her up downstairs.
she gets in all shy asf, I'm surprised but amused. I lighten the mood and make her laugh till she's comfortable. it takes a while but she's finally herself. she lies on my chest, we get to talking, she says she doesn't know why she's so attracted to me and how everything is happening so fast. I know why, but I don't tell her. I don't wanna mansplain. and the mystery works in my advantage so I let it sit with her. I lift her head and kiss her. for real. the best kiss I've ever given anyone. she tells me "why are we doing this? we shouldn't be doing this"
I shut her up with another kiss. she pulls back and a tear rolls down her cheek. I stay silent, looking deep in her eyes. she climbs onto me and kisses me again, slowly, deeply. I begin taking her blouse off, then her bra, she takes my shirt off, then lowers herself on the bed to take my shorts off. she tells me to look away, I comply. she takes my boxers off and wraps her lips around my meat. I'm hard as prime Mike Tyson's flexed biceps. she sucks me off slowly, then she deepthroats, I don't hold her head, only her hair, she gobbles slowly. I'm in euphoria. from the abomination and from the sensation of her mouth massaging my dick. she catches her breath, then I go over to take off her shorts too. I shift her panties. she shaved. she came ready, I eat her out. I don't normally do this for women, but she's my exception.
I eat her till she's pulling on my hair and pushing my head away from her box. I don't move. I insert my middle and ring fingers. she moans so well, so beautifully, I can't resist anymore, I slide it in, she's wetter than any flood in accra.
I fuck my cousin senseless. I don't mean I "make love". I'm fucking her, using her, I'm a skinny guy and I have her legs on my shoulders and pounding away, she's moaning, screaming, covering her mouth, I turn her into doggystyle, pull her hair and pound away again, spanking every few seconds. she cums hard, I feel it. I feel pride. I drive my foot into her head and smash even deeper. she's losing her breath buy I don't care because her pussy tells me she's enjoying every second.
I cum deeply in her. I stay in her for a few seconds. she collapses on the bed, a sweaty mixture of my cum and scent.
she goes to wash herself down and freshen up, I lie on the bed thinking I fucked her well. I'm proud of myself. I begin to see her as my little baby.
she comes back to bed and lie on my chest. tells me she's never felt so owned before, and fucked so hard. I told her my emotions did most of the job. she looks at me and kisses me again. then she pulls back, she looks away and almost starts sobbing. I'm confused asf. she begins to say she shouldn't have come, what we did was very wrong, she finally says "you've got what you want now right?" she sheds a few tears.
I hold her softly and look her deep in the eyes and tell her, I don't care what society or our conscience tells us. if she doesn't have feelings for me, we will stop everything, go home and try to forget this happened. but if she feels the same way I feel for her, what we did wasn't wrong, we just followed our hearts. that cams her. but she's still fidgety. I try to lighten the mood by watching some YouTube with her. soon she's back to laughing and loving me. I kiss her forehead and call her a crybaby, she scowls and smiles. we kiss again.
soon we're back at round 2. this time I go gently, trying to enjoy every moment. she cums again and again, then I release in her again. she goes to freshen up. we relax and order a meal, she goes downstairs to receive it in my shirt and slides. she looks cute asf. we feed each other, real couple shit. she tells me she loves me, she's confessing her feelings to me.
I tell her i love her too, and henceforth she's my girlfriend. she giggles and pushes me back and kisses me, the food is pushed to the edge of the bed. she's already feeling for my dick again. I'm hard but it hurts. she blows me again and we get into side doggy, slowly, I can't get over her body bro. I hold those titties and squeeze them softly. she moans like there's no tomorrow. in a few minutes I pull out and cum on her thighs. I pass her some tissues to clean up, she goes to the bathroom again. we come back and finish the meal and cuddle till 6pm. she takes a short nap on my chest.
I pick up my phone to scroll on twitter. my ex texts me saying she misses me, I leave her on read. she facetimes me immediately, she always does that when I air her. I decline the call, she calls twice nore and I get pissed. I yell at her saying I'm busy she and she better stop with the calls. she tells me to call her when im free. I ignore her. I look at my pretty cousin on my chest, "I won't cheat on you, not you" I tell myself. I get drowsy on twitter and sleep. it's 7pm when I wake up. Time to go. I order our rides and pay for hers, she's sad, really sad, she tells me she doesn't wanna go, honestly me neither, but I don't have my own place and she needs to return to school.
we pack up and get dressed and hug each other. then we kiss again, long this time, I take my hands down her shorts and she's wet again, she wants me again. I turn her around, bend her over in front of the mirror and fuck her fast, I plan to wrap up quick cos our rides are coming. I finish in her again, its barely any cum, she quickly goes to the bathroom to wash again and returns. we go downstairs and our rides arrive a few minutes later. I hug her goodbye and get in mine. I pay her driver and add a little in case there are any extra charges.
we text until she's home, I'm home. she can't stop talking about my energy, she didn't expect a skinny guy like me to fuck her so hard like that, 4 times. I just smirk and say I've had some experience, she calls me a naught boy and I laugh.
that was day 1 as boyfriend and girlfriend. from 10 and 9 years old, and a decade of suppressed feelings and imaginations later.
fuck my wrists are killing me from all the typing. another time I'll continue.
goodnight you freaky bastards. ❤️