I’m so embarrassed by my usage
I just now came to full terms that I am so embarrassed for abusing 7oh. I threw away all of my life savings, I gained addict like tendencies, and I literally destroyed relationships with my co workers and other people because of how emotional it made me felt. I just feel so stupid and I feel like I’m trapped in this cycle of only worrying about buying tablets. I’m so embarrassed I don’t even want to show my face at work or in public.
I just don’t know how to feel about this :( I overdid it and I know I did, I just wish I could go back to normal