(Story) My first time being cucked IRL (she didn’t know what I saw)
(Edit to add that at the request of many, I’ll be writing out part 2 tomorrow after work so stay tuned :) )
Some back story is in order first I suppose. I’d already found cuck porn and been delving into this side of things on Reddit as an observer. So my path was already laid out ahead of me and I just didn’t know it yet.
This was with my previous gf. 23f, Petite (5’1) blonde with DDs and the body of a dancer as she’d done it her whole life. We’d been together for 4 years at that point when we went out together one night with our friends.
Later that night im at the bar waiting on our drinks and notice she’d vanished somewhere and I see her next to a pool table chatting with some guy. He’s pretty tall, 6’3ish, maybe 24/25 years old country looking guy in a tshirt that looks like his arms are going to blow out any moment, a few “country guy” style tattoos on his arms, an American flag, a quote about Jesus etc.
I get our drinks and go back to our booth and she sees me and comes over to grab hers, I ask who she’s chatting with and she says it’s a guy she went to high school with and they’re catching up. I tell her to go ahead because I was about to play pool with my friend that came with us anyways.
The game takes us about 20-25 minutes to wrap up and I start looking around for her to ask if she needs another drink and don’t see her anywhere, but she vapes so I guess she’s maybe outside doing that. I go out and don’t see her at the area everyone hangs out in to smoke, so I assume she’d maybe run to her car to take a call or something because the bar is quite noisy, we’d parked back behind the bar so I head over to our car and see it’s completely dark and still locked. So now I’m a bit confused and even a bit concerned at her absence. Until I hear it that is.
As I’m standing there in the dark next to our car, I hear a man speaking to my left , and I happen to glance over for no particular reason, and at the corner of the lot a few yards away I see the guy she was talking to earlier standing next to what I assume is his giant truck with his back turned to me, facing the passenger door. One of those lifted diesel trucks with massive wheels those kinds of guys love. I took a half step towards him with the intention of asking him if he’d seen where she went and I stopped cold.
He had both of his arms on his truck door leaning against it, and with the half step I took I could see enough past him to see her. Her back pressed against his truck, his hands on either side of her, their noses maybe an inch apart.
I took another half step, now with the intention to lay hands on this man for keeping her there like that, assuming she was uncomfortable and didn’t know how to turn him down or something, until again I freeze, as I watch her lift one hand to his side and slide it around him onto his back, pulling him in closer.
I duck back and walk around our car and another one or two, to be right on the other side of the one the truck is next to, where I can see them both clearly now through the windows without being seen.
Across the next 30 seconds I felt My stomach drop like a fucking rock. I felt my knees get a little weak and my heart rate went rocketing to levels I haven’t felt in years.
He said something and she giggled and he leaned down to make the final move and kiss her, she turned away a little and giggled again, and he lifted one of his hands and grabbed her, under the chin but a little on her throat, and gently but firmly pressed her head back against the door of his truck, he was absolutely towering over her, and I heard a whimper/moan sound code from her that I’d never heard before. Her hand tightened on his back and her nails dug into his back through his shirt and he did it. I watched the first time my gfs lips met another man’s.
It was fucking messy, his hand on her chin/neck moved to her throat as his other went straight from his truck to her ass, he lifted her with just that one hand on her ass and she threw her legs around him immediately, like it was an instinct and not a choice, as he pinned her to his truck with his body.
I listened to her breath catch and she held back a moan as he pressed against her and they made out like teenagers behind a school. I watched with my heart racing and feeling like I was going to pass out, for 10 entire minutes.
Those 10 minutes lasted 6 lifetimes and somehow only 10 seconds at the same time. Them making out, him putting his hands up her shirt to feel her massive tits for such a small woman, her slipping her hands up his shirt and tearing at his back. Him biting at her neck. And pressing himself against her through both of their clothes. Eventually they stopped and calmed down because a group of people had come out and were too nearby for their comfort.
I watched as she used the mirror on his truck to fix her hair and clothes and waited until they went back inside, at which point I took a few deep breaths and tried to chill because I was a disaster of a man. I’d known I was a cuck for a while but hadn’t fully come to terms with it yet. But I was standing there, somehow out of breath from standing still, harder than I think I’ve ever been, feeling like the 2 beers I had might have been cans of straight liquor.
I texted her and asked where she was and she said she was at the bar and had been in the bathroom. I replied that I wasn’t feeling too hot and wanted to head home and to just meet me at the car.
We head home and I try so fucking hard to act normal and focus on driving as if I hadn’t just watched that in real time. I make a comment that I’m feeling much better and it must’ve just been a momentary thing, she replies “good, because I have plans” as she reaches across from the passenger side and begins stroking me through my shorts. She made a comment about me being already hard but luckily didn’t question it.
The moment where through the front door she’s basically tearing my clothes off. I get us to the couch and get her undressed and before I even take her thong off I can see that she’s soaked straight through the fabric. I’m already rock hard so I waste no time and press it against her. I slid in like there was nothing even there. You guys all know what I mean when I say I could HEAR how wet she was. We fucked that night in a way I don’t think we had in the whole 4 years of our relationship. I could say it’s because she was drunk, but we all know better. We went to bed after she passed out almost instantly after we got out of the shower and I laid there awake thinking about everything that had happened that night.
I didn’t tell her what I’d seen, until almost a week later. If you guys wanna know how that part went, let me know and I’ll write that story too, but this is long enough as it is 🔥