u/Learnitall1

Stupid AI and Robots. And the same thing with art. I can't work as an artist or a chemist. I'm doomed. And AI is starting to flip burgers. All that's left is Mr Olympia or Professional Chef, both require treating my ADHD with Ritalin.

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1 Benzedrex you measure out 50ml of Warm Water in a 100ml Beaker. You measure out the Klean Strip green Muriatic Acid 20%, the amount needed is 0.21ml per Benzedrex, added to 5.0ml of Warm Water, but you add 0.3ml to 0.5ml of 20% Muriatic Acid to the 5.0ml of Warm Water instead for 5.3ml to 5.5ml. You soak and squeeze the cotton, then wash it with 45ml of Warm Water. Then, to the 50.5ml of 216mg of Propylhexedrine HCl, you add 30ml of Charcoal Lighter Fluid (Petroleum Distillates) or Hexane. You add it to a 20oz Soda Bottle and shake it semi-hard. Then, wait for the layers to separate in the Soda Bottle. Use the Ziplock Bag with a small hole cut out and a paperclip on it. Separate Layers into separate Beakers. You can consume the 1 Benzedrex.

Then, extract 3 more Benzedrexes. You will need 150ml of Warm Water. You put the 3 Benzedrexes in a 250ml Beaker. You fill a 10ml Graduated Cylinder 0.1ml increments with 5.0ml of Warm Water, then add 1.0ml of Muriatic Acid (20% HCl Acid) for 6.0ml of Dilute HCl Acid. Then, add it to the 250ml Beaker with the 3 cottons. Add 10ml more of Warm Water. Soak and squeeze and soak and squeeze the 3 cottons. Then, wash the 3 cottons with 135ml of Warm Water. You now have 151ml or 151.0ml of 648mg of Propylhexedrine HCl solution with Lavender Oil and Menthol impurities. Add 99ml of Charcoal Lighter Fluid (Petroleum Distillates) to the 250ml Beaker. You now have a 2 layer solution. Add it to the 20oz Soda Bottle and shake it semi-hard, then wait for the layers to separate in the Soda Bottle. Use a Ziplock Bag with a small hole cut out and a paperclip and add the 2 layer solution. Get a 500ml Beaker and collect the bottom layer with the 648mg of Propylhexedrine HCl aqueous solution, then get a 1,000ml Beaker and collect the top layer of Lavender Oil and Menthol hydrocarbonous solution.

Put it in the Borosilicate Glass Cooking Dish on the stove with the simmer burner. Boil it carefully, add 10ml of Vodka, keep evaporating, then check to see if it's kind of ripply and a little more viscous than water. Then, put a lid on it and put it in the freezer for 2 minutes to 5 minutes lid on, then stove low flame Borosilicate Glass and also bring the lid above the flame, then freezer lid on for 5 minutes, then stove, and repeat until you get Propylhexedrine HCl crystals. Then, scrape it off with a razor and then weigh it with a Gemini-20 scale. Calculate the Percent Yield. Theoretical Yield is 648mg. Actual Yield might be around 95%.

Also, Wellbutrin SR 100mg and Wellbutrin SR 150mg and Wellbutrin XL 150mg makes Propylhexedrine HCl last longer. Also, Kratom 1g to 6g is good for cushioning the crash.

You need at least 50ml of Warm Water, at least 0.25ml to 0.3ml to 0.5ml of Muriatic Acid (20% HCl Acid) , and at least 30ml of Charcoal Lighter Fluid (Petroleum Distillates) or Hexane per every 1 Benzedrex.

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I drank 50ml of blue-green 216mg Propylhexedrine HCl at 11:21am.

I took morning medication and 100mg of Wellbutrin SR at 11:56am.

I cleaned a lot of stuff. 1 Benzedrex or 175mg of Propylhexedrine freebase or 216mg of Propylhexedrine HCl is really helpful for my ADHD. It's relaxing yet energizing. It turns me from forgetful and unfocused to good memory and focus. It's helping me stop and think before I act. I gained some tolerance to the buzz part, but the functional anti-ADHD effects are still mostly there. My normal mood is getting a little lower too. I listened to EDM music. 216mg of Propylhexedrine HCl feels like a combination of 20mg of Adderall and 20mg of DMAA. Lately, 1 Benzedrex isn't quite enough anymore. I think I need 2 Benzedrexes.

I had 1 cup of coffee at 4:30pm.

I had rice and beans and potato salad and some Mountain Dew at around 6:30pm.

I had afternoon medication and 100mg of Wellbutrin SR at 6:52pm.

It's 8:08pm. I'm starting to crash.

Edit: I took 2.06g or around 2g of Kratom at 8:48pm.

It's 8:53pm.

I went earlier to buy Benzedrex. They weren't in stock at the moment and they said to come back later that a shipment is coming.

I went to recycle glass bottles, metal cans, and plastic bottles. The glass machine wasn't working in two supermarkets.

I had a cup of coffee with cream and sugar. It had a weird soapy alkaline aftertaste. I don't know if it was the coffee or if my teeth are rotting. I don't brush my teeth too often.

I brushed my teeth to get rid of the bad taste in my mouth.

I ate a 1/3 of a turkey hero sandwich.

I went to buy Benzedrex later. They found one. I bought the Benzedrex. It was 4:30pm.

I bought a bag of chips and ate it.

I did science and math from 5:00pm to 6:00pm. It started raining. I put the AC on because of too hot and humid.

I took 1 Benzedrex (175mg of Propylhexedrine freebase, 216mg of Propylhexedrine HCl) at 6:13pm.

I took a 100mg Wellbutrin SR pill at 6:46pm.

The Propylhexedrine HCl started kicking in at 6:43pm.

The Wellbutrin SR started kicking in at 7:16pm.

I washed the dishes, sweeped the floor, and cleaned the turtle. I listened to EDM music. I had some water.

I ate tostones and eggs and avocados.

I went to complain that the coffe taste weird. They grabbed coffee from the machine and drank some. And then said they don't know about coffee. I'm probably going somewhere else next time for coffee.

I took my night medication (500mg of Depakote, 60mg Propranolol, and 1mg of Risperdal) and 100mg of Wellbutrin SR at 12:29am.

I took 2.06g of Kratom at 12:33am.

I'm listening to music while on the couch at 1:31am.

It's 3:05am. I'm listening to more music.

I took my morning medication (500mg of Depakote, 150mg of Wellbutrin SR, 60mg of Propranolol, 40mg of Astorvastatin, 20mg of Prozac or FLUoxetine, and 3mg of Risperdal) at 5:02am.

I took 216mg of Propylhexedrine HCl blue solution at 12:18pm. I took 100mg of Wellbutrin SR at 12:42pm.

I washed the dishes, sweeped the floor, listened to EDM music, and surfed the internet. I was focused, relaxed, and happy. I then ate half a bowl of beef and yuca soup and some rice and corn. I also ate a slice of Pepperoni pizza and 3 or 4 garlic knots. I think I crashed. I never felt the crash this hard before.

It's 10:44pm and I'm depressed and kinda tired.

Also, I think I was close to possibly getting Ritalin, but my Healthcare expired. I have a little stash of Depakote, Wellbutrin, Propranolol, Astorvastatin, Celexa, Lexapro, and Risperdal. I also have a little bit of SE Botanicals Kratom. Once my meds and herbs run out, I'm doomed.

Question. Should I use Kratom for the comedown and crash like I sometimes do when the crash is too strong lately. The crash used to be lighter and Benzedrex used to be stronger. It's getting weaker and tge crash is growing. I guess tolerance? I think I need 2 Benzedrexes whenever I do Benzedrex moving forward.

I took 2.04g of SE Botanicals Green Maeng Da Kratom at 11:03pm. New Dawn Kratom is better though.

I had a glass of water and a glass of Sunkist Orange Soda at 11:18pm.

The Kratom is kicking in. The strong crash feels far away like it's mostly gone.

She kept yelling and telling me to stop recycling. I recycle to make enough money to buy chips, soda, Arizona Energy Drinks, Biggie Bags, Benzedrex, and more. The government took away my government help for Autism Spectrum Disorder and possibly ADHD. They took away my Healthcare. They took away everything. Nobody wants to give me a job. We're poor. All mom cares about is big money. I don't know where I will put the recycling cans. If I don't recycle, I can't get my snacks and drinks and fast foods and Benzedrexes.

I took 1 Benzedrex (216mg of Propylhexedrine HCl, or 175mg of Propylhexedrine freebase) yesterday at 6:04:42pm.

I took a 100mg of Wellbutrin SR pill at 6:14:18pm.

I took my night medication at 7:43pm.

I cleaned stuff and listened to music. I listened to EDM music. I ate Chicken Pizza. I ate Chinese food chicken wings with vegetables fried rice. I forgot to get it from the Chinese place that cooked good and got it from the worse place (The worse place is closer, but it’s worth walking further to the good place.). I had Pepsi.

I took 1.53g of Kratom at 1:39am today.

From 8:27am to 10:27am, I extracted 8 used Benzedrex using 200ml of Warm Water and 5.0ml of Warm Water in a 10ml Graduated Cylinder 0.1ml increments and 0.4ml of Muriatic Acid (30% HCl Acid). I had extracted the 8 used Benzedrexes and drank them and it tasted weaker and more acidic and also a little Lavendery and Mentholy.

I had 0mg to 86.4mg of Propylhexedrine HCl or maybe 21.6mg (8 used Benzedrexes) at 10:27am. I fell asleep and woke up at 2:27am. Now

I got a 1,000ml Beaker, a 500ml Beaker, a 250ml Beaker, a 100ml Beaker, a 50ml Beaker, a 10ml Beaker, another 100ml Beaker, a 50ml Erlenmyer Flask, another 10ml Beaker (This one my borrow borrowed it and it got lost), a 10ml Graduated Cylinder 0.1ml increments, a few Ziplock Bags in the package, Scissors, 2 Ziplock Bags with a small hole cut out and a paperclip on it, 1 shot of Vodka (It almost ran out. I got to buy more.), Charcoal Lighter Fluid (Petroleum Distillates), Hexane (The Hexane ran out.), Warm Water, a lab coat, gloves (Sadly, it's Vytrile this time. Nitrile is better.), goggles.

I need to get a Tyvec 2000 suit and a Respirator eye shield combo and other stuff to upgrade to making MethylBenzylPiperazine HCl from MethylPiperazine and Benzyl Chloride in Ethanol at 65°C for 1 hour, then cool it to 0°C for crystals, which is organic chemistry synthesis. Turning Propylhexedrine freebase into Propylhexedrine HCl is just extraction.

4:00pm to 5:00pm. I got everything ready and put on my safety gear.

5:00pm to 6:00pm. I opened 1 Benzedrex with scissors. I sniffed it the normal way. I then bit it with my teeth and twisted it and opened it. I had 50ml of Warm Water in a 100ml Beaker. I then added 1 cotton in another 100ml Beaker. I added 5ml or 5.0ml of Warm Water in a 10ml Graduated Cylinder 0.1ml increments. I added 0.4ml of Muriatic Acid (30% HCl Acid) to it for 5.4ml of Dilute HCl Acid. I added this to the Beaker and soaked and squeezed the cottons. I washed the cotton with 45ml of Warm Water and soaked and squeezed it. I had a 50.4ml solution of 216mg of Propylhexedrine HCl. I added 30ml of Charcoal Lighter Fluid (Petroleum Distillates) to the 100ml Beaker. I added this to a 12oz Soda Bottle and shook it semi-hard but semi-gently a few times. I waited for the layers to separate in the soda bottle. I added this to a Ziplock Bag with a small hole cut out and a paperclip on it. I removed the paperclip and drained and collected most of the Polar Aqueous Bottom Layer of 216mg of Propylhexedrine HCl in a 500ml Beaker. I pinched it. I drained the Non-polar Hydrocarbonous Layer of Charcoal Lighter Fluid (Petroleum Distillates) with Lavender Oil and Menthol into a 1,000ml Beaker. I added 1 drop of Blue Food Coloring to the 50ml of 216mg of Propylhexedrine HCl and mixed it and transfered it to a 50ml or 100ml Beaker.

I drank the 50ml Blue Aqueous Solution of 216mg of Propylhexedrine HCl at 6:04:42pm.

I took 100mg of Wellbutrin SR at 6:14:18pm.

I tried 216mg of Propylhexedrine HCl 50ml Blue Solution (Blue Food Coloring), then I had another 50ml of Water at 10:10pm. I took meds and Wellbutrin SR 150mg and Depakote 1,000mg and other meds at 2:41am. I ate my dinner that I saved and I ate it and made coffee and drank it. It was chicken and onions and corn and rice cooked together and some also leftover chicken I heated too to put on the side. It was at 4am I think. I ate a regular cheeseburger with ketchup too. I like the Wendy's Biggie Bag though.

I surfed the internet for a few hours. I washed the dishes, I cleaned the refrigerator, I mopped close to the refrigerator because there was water, I threw out old food, I took out the trash. I listened to music. I think I will clean the turtle and then make another cartoon tribute online. I cleaned the turtle.

It helps with cleaning and music. Propylhexedrine HCl 216mg is good. I added 150mg of Wellbutrin ER in the morning, and 100mg of Wellbutrin SR at night. The Benzedrex is wearing off. I might need 2 Benzedrexes in the future instead of 1.

I took 50ml of a water solution with blue food coloring of 216mg of Propylhexedrine HCl at 6:00pm.

I played Going Balls. I listened to Laurent Garnier Communications From The Lab, Adderall Feat Jayguy, Psychotest NZT, In Motion The Social Network music, Limitless Soundtrack Limitless Space, Limitless Trippy music, and more.

I might download more games.

I might clean stuff. I'm feeling a little buzzed and confident.

I got the 1 Benzedrex from a pharmacy and it was around $6.00. I always get 1 at a time. If I get 2 or more, it's from the rainforest. If I get 4 or more, then I usually make Propylhexedrine HCl crystals. If it's less than 4, then I don't make Propylhexedrine HCl crystals. It feels like an Adderall jr. Propylhexedrine HCl is 1/4 of the strength of Adderall or Amphetamine and 2× stronger than Ritalin and 20× stronger than Wellbutrin.