Merits of giving a hall pass?
I know this is probably not the right forum but idk where else to put this lol. So my dom top bf (24) has cheated on me in the past. This was in the form of online texting / nudes on the app that shall not be named… it originally frustrated me and we had plenty of chats about it etc. I am now more so of the mind that I like the idea of him breeding another guy. I kinda mentioned the idea of a hall pass yesterday but quickly shied away from it. He is away rn - tonight is his last night away. We’ve always been monogamous and when it came to me actually giving him the go ahead yesterday I flopped. Every time I get H word it runs through my mind but once that post nut clarity hits I’m against it. He is quite talented - and would certainly act on it if I give the go ahead but the hesitation of it ruining things is what kills me / what if it goes wrong or if he decides to fully open the relationship
I suppose is it better to leave it as is - if he cheats he cheats - or take an active role and enable it and it somehow develops into a cucking situation. I suppose even if it was a one time hall pass and I knew about it - it would resemble cucking