Anyone else having a hard time coming to terms/accepting that they like cock And might be bisexual?
for years now whenever I watch porn and get all horny I’m instantly wanting to be the woman in the porn video, wanting to suck cock and get fucked, wear women clothes and I genuinely feel submissive and feminine when I’m horny and it’s led me to cross dressing a bunch usually thongs skirts leggings shorts tops etc and I always fantasize about sucking cock when I’m horny.
I like women but cock is my guilty pleasure I love how cocks look and want it in my mouth and get turned on by cocks. but I still believe im straight and just think about cock because of a fetish I developed from years of watching porn but I think I could be in denial as well.
some red flags that have me questioning if it’s really a fetish or nature attraction to cock is that in recent year when I get horny and want to watch porn I’ll sometimes first go on reddit or google and look up girthy cock images and it turns me on then I’ll switch to straight porn where I imagine myself as the women and start craving cock.
also when I want to jerk off I’ll be watching straight porn and then switch off to cock images and then start jerking off and I have built the habit of now cumming to cock images. now my brain feels wired to need cock images to cum.
idk if like bisexual or is this just a kink?
also important to note I don’t find men’s faces attractive just cock and their bodies