u/Lumpy_Good_8911

My best friends and some others people know that I want to be kick in the balls and they think im fucked up. Imagine if they knew that I am doing this to be infertile what they would think.

Im really starting to feel bad and I feel like a real loser. Well I think I am one but I wish I would not know what ballbusting is. Think it ruined my Life even if I enjoy it.

How do you guys do to feel okay with this about yourself ?

Hi I would like to know some ideas about what to say to my doctor. I plan to go see her soon. It has been 3 weeks since my last session and I feel like there is permanent damage. Im not in pain, it’s just that the scars tissues are not healing.

I said it was an hockey injury one time, but now it’s not really the best to say that

Baseball could be good but im not sure.

Thanks in advance.

Edit : I can’t tell the truth. Im not supposed to do or think anything « weird ». If I tell the truth, I will be placed in a psychiatric hospital or/and lose my job

Hi, it’s going to be my second session with her. She is the one that took my ballbusting virginity in december and now it’s going to be my tenth sessions of my « carrer ». I know it’s probably going to be the hardest session of my life. The first time, I finished with black balls that became 3 Times bigger the usual size and was not very hard kicks since it was my first Time.

I love drinking or taking weed in life in général. I know also that im hornier when im high. I would like to try that session on weed. It might be easier to take her kicks and more fun. Anyone tried ballbusting high? How was it ? I know maybe it could be dangerous, but damages is a risk that I am aware of and im fine with it.

I have been kicked several times in the last 6 months. I have been doing content with dommes in Canada. I think I am good pain slut for a ballbusting.

Thanks.