I (41M) had the hottest morning before work.

For those of you that have followed my journal about becoming conditioned to climax from just foot tickles (rare for a guy), you might know what to expect: https://www.reddit.com/r/TickleAddicts/comments/1u00h04/nsfw_conditioning_to_orgasm_from_tickling_3/ . Along our journey I've progressively been needing less and less other stimulation to climax while being tickled. Yeah it started with the usual cock stimulation, but eventually rolled that back to just nipple stimulation, and this morning it was 100% pure tickles only.

I've been edged and denied for 5 days and crazy on edge. I've been waiting for a good time to set everything up, but things have been a bit too busy.

My wife woke me up with foot tickles (morning tickles are amazing) which in under 30 seconds made me cum. I did not touch any part of myself to help. She was at the foot of the bed, just scratching her nails along the very centers of my soles and arches; I think the very centers of the soles don't get enough appreciation btw. I was laughing and squirming immediately. Almost instantly each jolt of ticklish energy made me spasm, but felt very "sweet", as if sugar were a sensation (or the way touch against your glans feel when already close to the edge). Tingles began to radiate from her touches and before I knew it, I climaxed from that. I didn't have anything pressing against my junk, no nipple stimulation, no anal stimulation, just 100% foot tickles.

Of course she doesn't stop then. I got crazy ticklish and started scream laughing. She doubled down. 10 minutes later I came again from just having my feet tickle attacked! It was way more pleasure than torture; I loved it a bit too much. However, I was so hyper ticklish after the second one I wanted to jump out of my skin. I also doubted I'd have it in me for a third one before work.

There is just something so hot about the tickling being intense enough that my body is trying to escape/pull away from the tickles while at the same time, if I force it (or I were restrained), for that same act to lead to orgasm.

I'm debating recording a future pure ticklegasm, but my wife and I are quite private (we're fine with sharing these details as long as we generally stay anonymous). The video would just be for evidence/research related to our conditioning journey, but it might make for some not-too-terrible F/M content, too.

I (41M) just had the hottest morning before work.

For those of you that have followed my journal about becoming conditioned to climax from just foot tickles (rare for a guy), you might know what to expect: https://www.reddit.com/r/TickleAddicts/comments/1u00h04/nsfw_conditioning_to_orgasm_from_tickling_3/ . Along our journey I've progressively been needing less and less other stimulation to climax while being tickled. Yeah it started with the usual cock stimulation, but eventually rolled that back to just nipple stimulation, and this morning it was 100% pure tickles only.

I've been edged and denied for 5 days and crazy on edge. I've been waiting for a good time to have a long session, but things have been a bit too busy.

My wife woke me up with foot tickles (morning tickles are amazing) which in under 30 seconds made me cum. I did not touch any part of myself to help. She was at the foot of the bed, just scratching her nails along the very centers of my soles and arches; I think the very centers of the soles don't get enough appreciation btw. I was laughing and squirming immediately. Almost instantly each jolt of ticklish energy made me spasm, but felt very "sweet", as if sugar were a sensation (or the way touch against your glans feel when already close to the edge). Tingles began to radiate from her touches and before I knew it, I climaxed from that. I didn't have anything pressing against my junk, no nipple stimulation, no anal stimulation, just 100% foot tickles.

Of course she doesn't stop then. I got crazy ticklish and started scream laughing. She doubled down. 10 minutes later I came again from just having my feet tickle attacked! It was way more pleasure than torture I loved it a bit too much. However, I was so hyper ticklish after the second one I wanted to jump out of my skin. I also doubted I'd have it in me for a third one before work.

There is just something so hot about the tickling being intense enough that my body is trying to escape/pull away from the tickles while at the same time, if I force it (or I were restrained), for that same act to lead to orgasm.

I'm debating recording a future pure ticklegasm, but my wife and I are quite private (we're fine with sharing these details as long as we generally stay anonymous). The video would just be for evidence/research related to our conditioning journey, but it might make for some not-too-terrible F/M content, too.

Hi all, I've some updates ready to post regarding my journey to become able to climax from tickling on my soles

History

In case you want to learn about prior entries in my logs:

• About
• Entry 1
• Entry 2

Journal

April 19th:

Quick tickle: >!She pinned my feet and began tickling them with her fingertips while gently biting them too, all while I stroked myself. She started sucking on my big toe while lightly scratching at that spot of mine (below my arches and toward the inside of my feet). I trembled and my legs shook. It wasn't long before I was begging permission to cum. After I orgasmed, I noticed how sensitive my feet were and how much they craved more touch.!<

Well, it was my turn to get revenge. I tested the waters by caressing near her ears. She giggled and moaned softly while playfully trying to hide her ears and neck. I took this as a signal, so I grabbed some towels just in case.

Then I moved on to tickling her underarms, the sides of her breasts, and her nipples. >!She was laughing and clearly enjoying herself, but I had to up my game. Next, I targeted three spots at once. My right hand was teasing her right foot, my left hand was teasing her entire left breast area (from nipple to underarm), while my tongue lightly flicked across her right nipple. In less than a minute, she was arching her back. The next thing I knew, she climaxed and squirted through two towels, each folded in half. Luckily, barely anything made it to the bedsheets. I grabbed a warm, soft hand towel to help clean up. She burritoed herself into her blanket and passed out while I gave her some back scratches.!<

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April 20th:

Nothing interesting happened. Held a Kegel for over 20 seconds. I never get tired of clenching, but at the start of my training I could only hold one for about 10 seconds maximum.

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April 21st:

Some more neuroplasticity exercises and hypnosis, same as before. Kegels and eyes-closed balancing yoga.

Oddly enough, I think I'm adapting to the yoga in several ways. For one, I've noticed an improvement in my balance while standing on one leg with my eyes closed. Also, since I'm constantly shifting my balance around, I think maybe my soles have gotten meatier. (Yes, I use my whole body to regain balance, but I also use the muscles in my feet.)

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April 22nd:

Did a little edging (which makes the clenching and Kegels more fun). Then, once I was a bit too turned on, I thought I'd try for another skin orgasm—but not on my feet this time. Instead, I focused on my nipples.

Just as I did with my soles, I kept stimulating them for as long as it felt good. After 20+ minutes, I had a dry orgasm, and it was very obviously an orgasm.

Smut (self nipple tickle/tease):

>!I started by edging until my whole body felt very sensitive. I lay there cross-legged and made sure nothing could touch my cock because the objective was a skin orgasm. Then I crossed my arms over my chest so my right hand could touch my left nipple and my left hand could touch my right one.!<

>!At first, it felt best to gently circle my nipples just enough to make them barely tilt, pushing one side into the areola. Super-light touch feels 100 times more intense to me than firmer touch. This felt incredible, and a craving for more touch kept building.!<

>!Like before, there were cycles of high and low intensity: roughly 2–3 minutes of high pleasure and sensitivity followed by 3–4 minutes of lower pleasure and sensitivity.!<

>!On the second cycle, circling and tilting my nipples became too intense for maximum pleasure. I needed even lighter touch. So I began teasing only the very tips of my nipples as lightly as possible, trying to feel them without creating too much intensity. I could feel an orgasm building. My desire for more and more grazing touches from just my fingertips became overwhelming.!<

>!After maybe two minutes of this, I had a fairly strong orgasm with four contractions but no ejaculation. I felt satisfied but was still hard and probably could have climaxed again if I had tried. I now know for certain that my genitals aren't required for the final trigger that pushes me over the edge.!<

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April 23rd:

No updates. Life is busy.

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April 24th:

Good morning tickles. We didn't have much time before work, but my wife and I had some quick tickle fun to reinforce the conditioning.

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April 25th:

I tried to have another skin orgasm (without genital touch) starting from completely soft. With my nipples, it took maybe 25 minutes, but it happened. This time there was ejaculation.

As before, there was a standard ramp-up period followed by cycles of sensitivity.

Based on my limited experience—and the fact that my one and only foot orgasm took over 20 minutes even when I was already turned on—this probably means I'll need more than 50 minutes of constant, pleasurable stimulation on my soles if I want to achieve another one starting from soft.

I still need to try this while being tickled by my wife rather than through self-stimulation. There's still so much practice and conditioning ahead.

---

April 26th – May 1st:

Life and work have been really busy, so I'm condensing several days into one entry.

Yoga has fallen off a bit because of how busy things have been. Kegels are easy to practice anywhere, though, so I've still been getting plenty of practice.

I've kept up with the nipple orgasms nearly every day. After about a week, it seems I can climax from that stimulation alone in roughly half the time it took during my initial attempts, whether starting warm or cold.

I've also stuck to joint tickling orgasms every 2–4 days. My wife really likes using her fingers and teeth. If I have time later, I'll elaborate on how she drives me crazy in the best possible ways.

---

May 1st – May 20th:

An ankle injury put a lot of things on hold for a while. Can't say a whole lot happened during this time.

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May 21st:

A vicious tickle attack while I was on the couch lasted over half an hour and resulted in kicking, moaning, laughing, squirming, and trying to climax from the tickles for quite a while. No cock-free orgasm, but still a wonderful tickling orgasm.

Tickling smut:

>!It started with me playfully taking up the whole couch. The next thing I knew, my wife had my legs pinned against the back of the couch and was running her nails all over them. I couldn't get away (but why would I want to?), and I got incredibly hard almost instantly.!<

>!It felt amazing to be tickled again after such a long break. I could feel tiny tingles spiraling outward, almost like ASMR centered in my soles. After about ten minutes, though, I gave in and started touching myself.!<

>!Oddly enough, I had an absurd amount of stamina and couldn't orgasm for nearly twenty minutes despite how pleasurable everything felt.!<

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May 22nd:

Good morning tickles with morning wood are on another level of heavenly.

She woke me up and almost immediately started poking at my feet. It still tickled despite not being the typical way to tickle. I was incredibly turned on and hard.

Unfortunately, my wife had several things scheduled early that morning, so I couldn't finish before she had to leave. For some reason, I seem to have much more stamina in late spring and summer and need more than ten minutes even when trying for a quickie.

---

May 24th:

Maybe success?

If you count something like a ruined tickle-induced foot orgasm as success, then yes—after roughly an hour of stimulation. However, it didn't completely ruin me because about three minutes later I had a normal orgasm too.

Smut:

>!After a long day of chores, we were giving each other foot massages simultaneously. While it felt wonderful, it didn't initially turn me on. After about fifteen minutes, it gradually transitioned into ticklish caresses, and that definitely got my attention.!<

>!This continued for roughly forty-five minutes as I gradually approached what felt like a skin orgasm.!<

>!My wife alternated between sweet caresses that just happened to tickle and slow, deep scratching tickles across my feet. The soft tickles made me tingle and mostly relax. The deeper scratching tickles triggered involuntary pelvic-floor contractions along with laughter mixed with moans.!<

>!As I've noticed many times before, there are progressive waves of sensitivity and pleasure that seem to cycle every twelve minutes or so. Early on, the soft tickles felt merely relaxing, similar to ASMR centered in my feet and legs. Around twelve minutes later, the sensation crested into something intensely pleasurable, and my craving for more tickles continued to build.!<

>!Things settled for a while before the next, stronger wave arrived. Another twelve minutes later, the pleasure peaked again, and I felt driven wild with a primal need to climax. My hips were thrusting, and I was a laughing, moaning mess. At that point, the experience already felt transcendental—a combination of ASMR, tickling, and edging all at once. I was very tempted to touch myself, but I kept giving her a foot massage instead.!<

>!Another twelve minutes later, I was trembling and felt incredibly close to climax. During the softer tickles I was almost constantly squeezing my PC muscles. When she switched to the deeper tickles, my entire body would tense and I'd even find myself holding my breath. Still, no climax came despite how close I felt.!<

>!The sexual tension became overwhelming. A few minutes later my self-control finally broke. I stroked myself only enough for each stroke to feel sweet and to bring myself right to the edge, then stopped. I switched to teasing my nipples to maintain that edge. I didn't make it to the next sensitivity crest. The next time she switched to the deeper tickles, I experienced what felt like a mini ticklegasm centered in my feet.!<

>!I don't know much about non-genital orgasms, but from the few I've experienced, they seem less intense in some ways. They don't release all of the sexual tension, though they do seem to allow continued sexual activity without much of a refractory period.!<

>!This tickle-induced one felt somewhat like a ruined orgasm. There was a brief release, a small burst of pleasure, and a wave of tingles. I became more ticklish afterward, just as I normally do post-orgasm. Yet after being driven wild with need for nearly half an hour, I still felt desperately horny and turned on.!<

>!I never went soft. Instead, I immediately masturbated to a full orgasm while my wife continued tickling my soles. The overlap of the two orgasms made me absurdly ticklish, and I was scream-laughing afterward. I'm fairly sure the neighbors heard me, and we don't even share a wall.!<

>!Part of me feels disappointed. If I'd had more self-control—or if I had been restrained and unable to act on the urge—I suspect the ticklegasm would have been stronger if it had occurred right at the peak of one of those sensitivity cycles. There's always next time, though hour-long sessions are rare. If life were less busy and we could dedicate that kind of time more often, I think it could become a very reliable response.!<

Then it was her turn.

>!I was able to bring her to a ticklegasm fairly quickly, in under fifteen minutes. I started with caresses behind her knees before moving on to her feet. She responds especially well to tickles just below and between her toes. I had planned to move on to other forms of teasing, but when I tried to switch things up, she simply wanted more tickles. So I kept up the rhythm until she was gyrating her hips and eventually climaxed.!<

---

May 25th:

This feels so strange. I feel such a strong craving for more tickles on my feet.

I tried edging when I woke up, but what I really wanted was tickling on my feet more than anything else. I would compare the craving to something like persistent sexual arousal, except somehow even more frustrating.

I could always resolve morning wood relatively quickly (with my wife's permission, of course), but I can't really tickle myself. I do have those pressure points near where my arches meet my heels that I can gently scratch at, but that takes close to an hour to produce similar sensations.

It really does feel like a kind of skin hunger. It's where my mind has kept returning all day while editing this journal.

Hi all, I've some updates ready to post regarding my journey to become able to climax from tickling on my soles

History

In case you want to learn about prior entries in my logs:

• About
• Entry 1
• Entry 2

Journal

April 19th:

Quick tickle session: >!She pinned my feet and began tickling them with her fingertips while gently biting them too, all while I stroked myself. She started sucking on my big toe while lightly scratching at that spot of mine (below my arches and toward the inside of my feet). I trembled and my legs shook. It wasn't long before I was begging permission to cum. After I orgasmed, I noticed how sensitive my feet were and how much they craved more touch.!<

Well, it was my turn to get revenge. I tested the waters by caressing near her ears. She giggled and moaned softly while playfully trying to hide her ears and neck. I took this as a signal, so I grabbed some towels just in case.

Then I moved on to tickling her underarms, the sides of her breasts, and her nipples. >!She was laughing and clearly enjoying herself, but I had to up my game. Next, I targeted three spots at once. My right hand was teasing her right foot, my left hand was teasing her entire left breast area (from nipple to underarm), while my tongue lightly flicked across her right nipple. In less than a minute, she was arching her back. The next thing I knew, she climaxed and squirted through two towels, each folded in half. Luckily, barely anything made it to the bedsheets. I grabbed a warm, soft hand towel to help clean up. She burritoed herself into her blanket and passed out while I gave her some back scratches.!<

April 20th:

Nothing interesting happened. Held a Kegel for over 20 seconds. I never get tired of clenching, but at the start of my training I could only hold one for about 10 seconds maximum.

April 21st:

Some more neuroplasticity exercises and hypnosis, same as before. Kegels and eyes-closed balancing yoga.

Oddly enough, I think I'm adapting to the yoga in several ways. For one, I've noticed an improvement in my balance while standing on one leg with my eyes closed. Also, since I'm constantly shifting my balance around, I think maybe my soles have gotten meatier. (Yes, I use my whole body to regain balance, but I also use the muscles in my feet.)

April 22nd:

Did a little edging (which makes the clenching and Kegels more fun). Then, once I was a bit too turned on, I thought I'd try for another skin orgasm—but not on my feet this time. Instead, I focused on my nipples.

Just as I did with my soles, I kept stimulating them for as long as it felt good. After 20+ minutes, I had a dry orgasm, and it was very obviously an orgasm.

Smut (self nipple tickle/tease):

>!I started by edging until my whole body felt very sensitive. I lay there cross-legged and made sure nothing could touch my cock because the objective was a skin orgasm. Then I crossed my arms over my chest so my right hand could touch my left nipple and my left hand could touch my right one.!<

>!At first, it felt best to gently circle my nipples just enough to make them barely tilt, pushing one side into the areola. Super-light touch feels 100 times more intense to me than firmer touch. This felt incredible, and a craving for more touch kept building.!<

>!Like before, there were cycles of high and low intensity: roughly 2–3 minutes of high pleasure and sensitivity followed by 3–4 minutes of lower pleasure and sensitivity.!<

>!On the second cycle, circling and tilting my nipples became too intense for maximum pleasure. I needed even lighter touch. So I began teasing only the very tips of my nipples as lightly as possible, trying to feel them without creating too much intensity. I could feel an orgasm building. My desire for more and more grazing touches from just my fingertips became overwhelming.!<

>!After maybe two minutes of this, I had a fairly strong orgasm with four contractions but no ejaculation. I felt satisfied but was still hard and probably could have climaxed again if I had tried. I now know for certain that my genitals aren't required for the final trigger that pushes me over the edge.!<

April 23rd:

No updates. Life is busy.

April 24th:

Good morning tickles. We didn't have much time before work, but my wife and I had a quick tickle session and reinforced the conditioning.

April 25th:

I tried to have another skin orgasm (without genital touch) starting from completely soft. With my nipples, it took maybe 25 minutes, but it happened. This time there was ejaculation.

As before, there was a standard ramp-up period followed by cycles of sensitivity.

Based on my limited experience—and the fact that my one and only foot orgasm took over 20 minutes even when I was already turned on—this probably means I'll need more than 50 minutes of constant, pleasurable stimulation on my soles if I want to achieve another one starting from soft.

I still need to try this while being tickled by my wife rather than through self-stimulation. There's still so much practice and conditioning ahead.

April 26th – May 1st:

Life and work have been really busy, so I'm condensing several days into one entry.

Yoga has fallen off a bit because of how busy things have been. Kegels are easy to practice anywhere, though, so I've still been getting plenty of practice.

I've kept up with the nipple orgasms nearly every day. After about a week, it seems I can climax from that stimulation alone in roughly half the time it took during my initial attempts, whether starting warm or cold.

I've also stuck to joint tickling orgasms every 2–4 days. My wife really likes using her fingers and teeth. If I have time later, I'll elaborate on how she drives me crazy in the best possible ways.

May 1st – May 20th:

An ankle injury put a lot of things on hold for a while. Can't say a whole lot happened during this time.

May 21st:

A vicious tickle attack while I was on the couch lasted over half an hour and resulted in kicking, moaning, laughing, squirming, and trying to climax from the tickles for quite a while. No cock-free orgasm, but still a wonderful tickling orgasm.

Tickling smut:

>!It started with me playfully taking up the whole couch. The next thing I knew, my wife had my legs pinned against the back of the couch and was running her nails all over them. I couldn't get away (but why would I want to?), and I got incredibly hard almost instantly.!<

>!It felt amazing to be tickled again after such a long break. I could feel tiny tingles spiraling outward, almost like ASMR centered in my soles. After about ten minutes, though, I gave in and started touching myself.!<

>!Oddly enough, I had an absurd amount of stamina and couldn't orgasm for nearly twenty minutes despite how pleasurable everything felt.!<

May 22nd:

Good morning tickles with morning wood are on another level of heavenly.

She woke me up and almost immediately started poking at my feet. It still tickled despite not being the typical way to tickle. I was incredibly turned on and hard.

Unfortunately, my wife had several things scheduled early that morning, so I couldn't finish before she had to leave. For some reason, I seem to have much more stamina in late spring and summer and need more than ten minutes even when trying for a quickie.

May 24th:

Maybe success?

If you count something like a ruined tickle-induced foot orgasm as success, then yes—after roughly an hour of stimulation. However, it didn't completely ruin me because about three minutes later I had a normal orgasm too.

Smut:

>!After a long day of chores, we were giving each other foot massages simultaneously. While it felt wonderful, it didn't initially turn me on. After about fifteen minutes, it gradually transitioned into ticklish caresses, and that definitely got my attention.!<

>!This continued for roughly forty-five minutes as I gradually approached what felt like a skin orgasm.!<

>!My wife alternated between sweet caresses that just happened to tickle and slow, deep scratching tickles across my feet. The soft tickles made me tingle and mostly relax. The deeper scratching tickles triggered involuntary pelvic-floor contractions along with laughter mixed with moans.!<

>!As I've noticed many times before, there are progressive waves of sensitivity and pleasure that seem to cycle every twelve minutes or so. Early on, the soft tickles felt merely relaxing, similar to ASMR centered in my feet and legs. Around twelve minutes later, the sensation crested into something intensely pleasurable, and my craving for more tickles continued to build.!<

>!Things settled for a while before the next, stronger wave arrived. Another twelve minutes later, the pleasure peaked again, and I felt driven wild with a primal need to climax. My hips were thrusting, and I was a laughing, moaning mess. At that point, the experience already felt transcendental—a combination of ASMR, tickling, and edging all at once. I was very tempted to touch myself, but I kept giving her a foot massage instead.!<

>!Another twelve minutes later, I was trembling and felt incredibly close to climax. During the softer tickles I was almost constantly squeezing my PC muscles. When she switched to the deeper tickles, my entire body would tense and I'd even find myself holding my breath. Still, no climax came despite how close I felt.!<

>!The sexual tension became overwhelming. A few minutes later my self-control finally broke. I stroked myself only enough for each stroke to feel sweet and to bring myself right to the edge, then stopped. I switched to teasing my nipples to maintain that edge. I didn't make it to the next sensitivity crest. The next time she switched to the deeper tickles, I experienced what felt like a mini ticklegasm centered in my feet.!<

>!I don't know much about non-genital orgasms, but from the few I've experienced, they seem less intense in some ways. They don't release all of the sexual tension, though they do seem to allow continued sexual activity without much of a refractory period.!<

>!This tickle-induced one felt somewhat like a ruined orgasm. There was a brief release, a small burst of pleasure, and a wave of tingles. I became more ticklish afterward, just as I normally do post-orgasm. Yet after being driven wild with need for nearly half an hour, I still felt desperately horny and turned on.!<

>!I never went soft. Instead, I immediately masturbated to a full orgasm while my wife continued tickling my soles. The overlap of the two orgasms made me absurdly ticklish, and I was scream-laughing afterward. I'm fairly sure the neighbors heard me, and we don't even share a wall.!<

>!Part of me feels disappointed. If I'd had more self-control—or if I had been restrained and unable to act on the urge—I suspect the ticklegasm would have been stronger if it had occurred right at the peak of one of those sensitivity cycles. There's always next time, though hour-long sessions are rare. If life were less busy and we could dedicate that kind of time more often, I think it could become a very reliable response.!<

Then it was her turn.

>!I was able to bring her to a ticklegasm fairly quickly, in under fifteen minutes. I started with caresses behind her knees before moving on to her feet. She responds especially well to tickles just below and between her toes. I had planned to move on to other forms of teasing, but when I tried to switch things up, she simply wanted more tickles. So I kept up the rhythm until she was gyrating her hips and eventually climaxed.!<

May 25th:

This feels so strange. I feel such a strong craving for more tickles on my feet.

I tried edging when I woke up, but what I really wanted was tickling on my feet more than anything else. I would compare the craving to something like persistent sexual arousal, except somehow even more frustrating.

I could always resolve morning wood relatively quickly (with my wife's permission, of course), but I can't really tickle myself. I do have those pressure points near where my arches meet my heels that I can gently scratch at, but that takes close to an hour to produce similar sensations.

It really does feel like a kind of skin hunger. It's where my mind has kept returning all day while editing this journal.

Hi all. I just had a weird experience. I listened to an HFO audio (one of Miss Lilth's older ones) and while I didn't HFO during it, I did get turned on and hard. I just laid in bed for a while after just enjoying what I had achieved. Then about 5 minutes later, the HFO hit me.

Has anyone else had delayed effects, delayed HFO after the hypnosis ended?

My wife (34f) and I (40m) always saw how women could orgasm from tickling and we wanted to know if I could. So we decided to start conditioning me to cum from tickles alone about 2 months ago. We put together a 6 month plan to make the tickles more erotic and intense for me and have been working on it. We've had some success too (if I've been recently edged, then tickles can trigger an orgasm).

Ask me anything.

Edit: I couldn't find any rules against linking against other posts so if anyone is interested I've a couple of journal entries (with a bit of smut, but hidden with spoiler tags to avoid the journal devolving into true literotica): https://www.reddit.com/r/TicklingSpirits/comments/1tnndr9/nsfw_conditioning_to_orgasm_from_tickling_2/

Some time back I remember there being a post where they layered two hypnotic loops on top of each other with opposing suggestions. I think it may have been something like "you can't cum" and "you must cum" or something like that.

What are the intended effects of such a combination? What effects does that produce in you?

Sorry for the long delay between posts. Life got busy and I'll do better to post updates about every 2 weeks or so.

Also I'm realizing I'm not great at noticing all of my reactions during my wife and my sessions. Also my wife isn't writing a journal, so I could be missing some important details. I should get her feedback to see if she notices any changes too. Maybe we should record? Should it just be for our own analysis? Is there much of a market for F/M tickling with the focus being classical conditioning or cumming from tickling only?

History

See the start of the journey (here)[https://www.reddit.com/r/TickleAddicts/comments/1sdiwf2/conditioning_to_cum_from_tickling/)

See the previous post here

Journal

April 10th:

I'm guessing it was all the one-legged balancing yoga poses barefoot, but now my feet are really sore. Just did tree pose with my eyes closed in the shower (I know I'm wasting water that's why I only did a couple minutes of it).

Tried some AI generated hypnosis on YouTube "your feet crave this curse" by "Self Hypnosis AI", to great disappointment, 2 out of 10. Normally if I just listen to a hypnosis 2x in a row, I get the desired effects by the second listen. I tried the AI slop even after 3x, nothing. Here is my personal review:

• >!It lacked natural inflections in the voice,!<
• >!The audio was poorly spliced where the first split second of the next sentence would be played, then add a 3 second pause, then continue.!<
• >!The spirit of the script was right (the only reason it wasn't 0 out of 10)!<
• >!The wording for the post hypnotic suggestions (PHS) felt more like it was trying to be porn than actual PHS.!<

Note that I'm not going to entirely give up this, but I think I'm going to have to enter trance first by other hypnosis that does work for me. I'm not finding a lot of great tickling hypnosis.

April 11th:

A full 20 minutes of one-legged balance yoga as I alternated between eyes closed and catching up on email, regular adulting (checking credit card transactions for fraud, etc.), and writing my journal. Turns out focusing on a smartphone in front of your face while balancing is almost as hard as eyes-closed because it moves with you so you get fewer visual cues for balancing.

Pedicure today with my wife. My feet were still a little sore from the previous yoga, so I was looking forward to the massage portion. As always the scrubbing part tickled (seemed the same as usual, no noticeable changes yet), but like usual, I'm not in the right psychology space to laugh. I think the massage part felt somewhat more ticklish but that was probably just perception bias because I was trying to notice a difference or maybe from the soreness too. One other thing that might be worth noting is that spot on my ankle where I had a mini HFO orgasm (see April 6th) had a fair number of tingles during the leg massage, but also both my calves kind of tingled too. In about 2 months or so, when I go back, if there are stronger effects then I'll be and to say if it was just perception bias or soreness (assuming my muscles will have adapted so they won't be sore from 10-20 minutes of single leg balancing exercises).

Time kind of got away from us that night as we played games together until it hurt to keep our eyes open. It was fun, just didn't involve tickling or sex.

April 12th: long entry, but weekends offer so much more time.

Tickle Hypnosis Section: I tried a tickle hypnosis playlist where I start with real human hypnotists. These all have an element of pleasure and sensitivity which ought to help with the journey.

• >!"Helplessly ticklish tickle hypnosis" by Jacqueline Powers, which is a remake of her older one (next)!<
• >!"Hypnosis: increase tickle sensitivity (request)" by Jacqueline Powers!<
• >!"Custom: Your feet crave this hypnosis curse" by Self Hypnosis AI!<
• >!"Custom: Unlock your tickle sensitivity through hypnosis" by Self Hypnosis AI. Note this one felt way less like it was trying to be porn, but it's more general and not focused just on feet.!<
• >!There is a fifth one in my list that I didn't have the time to listen to, but is part of the playlist "Hypnosis to make you more ticklish" by M T!<

I listened to the above hypnosis in both the morning and at night.

So after listening to it in the morning, while not structurally more sensitive (no reasonable mechanism of action to literally grow new nerves in the course of a couple of hours), I am noticing touch a lot more. I couldn't help but notice the texture of a rug through my socks. Even when in shoes, I can feel the texture of the inside of my socks. While standing on some gravel (while in shoes, I was able to actually determine where several dime-sized rocks were under my shoe and confirmed it when I lifted my foot up. Note this was limited to where my foot touched my shoe because I don't have flat arches. I'll have to see if these effects fade over the course of the day. Hopefully the effects will stick around a long time and don't require 2 hours of hypnosis a day to keep this level of attention to touch.

Ticklegasm Classical Conditioning Section: Also spent about 15 minutes just slowly and constantly edging and teasing myself while my wife tickled my feet. I believe I felt a bit more sensitive with more involuntary reactions. If you want the smut you can read it below in the smut sections, but I believe they're of little scientific value.

I can't be sure how much to attribute the increased sensations from the hypnosis earlier in the day, the pedicure from yesterday, and perception/confirmation bias.

General observations: I tried to pay attention to what I felt and how I reacted. My reactions were also a little more intense. I tend to have 5 types of reactions:

• laughter and moaning (about the same),
• my legs spasming/vibrating (I think this was considerably stronger),
• scrunching of my feet (about the same),
• pelvic floor contractions (unsure if that is the right description) were noticeably more intense during tickling and orgasm.
• non-genital lower body pleasure (I think maybe slightly more, at least in my legs).

Typically when I'm really close to the edge or even at climax, I tend to laugh less. After talking with a few people in the tickle community this sounds common enough. I think my laughter was about the same as always but I also spent a lot longer on the edge compared to just enjoying them as playful. So not exactly apples to apples. Apparently I'm a moaner (for a guy), but I'm bad at tracking my own noises. We might need to start recording so I can review these things after the fact.

For almost the entire experience my legs were spasming and vibrating (rapid alternating contractions). This was significantly stronger and longer than usual. I don't think my feet scrunched any different than usual, maybe less usual if anything?

There were multiple times where I had to stop touching myself as I experienced deep contractions inside me. I'm not 100% sure but I believe these were just pelvic floor muscle contractions, the typical ones when near and at climax.!<

I also noticed slightly more pleasure in my lower legs when I orgasmed.

Smut section one (masturbation while being tickled): >!So we started out how we usually start out with my wife pinning my legs and gliding her nails up and down my soles softly and sweetly. This not only serves as rapid restraint, but allows her to enjoy my twitching and spasms from the tickling. She legitimately enjoys my feet and has a foot fetish too, which alone is a huge turn-on for me knowing that she enjoys what she is doing.!<

>!I alternated between just drawing circles on my foreskin, slowly teasing as if I were trying to tickle myself there, and agonizingly slowly stroking myself (like each stroke taking 2-3 seconds). I did my best to sync using my fingers against my glans, which always produces the most powerful and "sweetest" sensations, as my wife focused on the more ticklish areas of the bottoms of my feet. The idea was to maximize the amount of pleasure as the tickling itself maximized.!<

>!More so than ever before my legs were spasming and vibrating. I think this correlated with times when I was experiencing the most enjoyment from the tickles on my feet or when I got too close to the edge.!<

>!She would alternate between using her nails and finger pads. I was a complete wreck when she used her nails on thicker skin such as near my heels, the ball of my foot, and toe pads. Nails on my arches or the center of my foot just feels rough like scratching or can even be painful. Fingertips on my arches and center of my soles, however, destroyed me and had me convulsing and leaking so much, even when I stopped touching my cock (I switched to playing with my nipples to avoid cumming too quickly). Lots of leg spasms and pelvic floor contractions when that happened. If we had started earlier in the night she may have used other tickle toys on me, but it was already late.!<

>!It was late and I could tell she was growing tired. There wasn't as much dynamic energy in her tickles as usual. So I upped my stroking. When I couldn't take it any longer I asked for permission to cum. My wife granted it readily (she usually does). About 4-5 strokes later I erupted with 6-8 strong contractions and more cum than I thought I'd make in just 2-3 days (I think it was only 2-3 days ago since my last orgasm, have to check the log). I noticed more pleasure in my lower legs (which is usually minimal). Unfortunately I don't remember/recall any orgasm like feeling in my feet. Don't get me wrong, the tickles felt amazing, just not orgasmic. I really hope with continued association the feeling can become truly orgasmic in it's own right.!<

>!My wife continued tickling me post-orgasm and it took a while, like maybe 30 seconds, before the hyper ticklish phase hit me. The tickles were still amazingly pleasurable and intense. My wife enjoys delivering a little post-orgasm torture and this has typically been one of the ways she would do it. However, this time, it was just pleasurable, intense, but still pleasurable. I didn't have to safe word during it.!<

>!My wife just wanted back scratches until she passed out, so that's how I thanked her for more amazing classical conditioning.!<

Smut section two (analysis and after thoughts): >!Regarding the leg spasms and vibrations, I don't fully understand what is going on. I think that it's from my nervous system being overloaded. I find that when receiving any kind of sexual stimulation, my body typically doesn't jerk away from foot tickles (it's a different case otherwise). It is also possible that the leg spasm/vibration could be how I deal with fighting the involuntary reactions to pull away from the tickles and how I fight to continue to enjoy them: involuntary reflex to defend myself and a voluntary reflex to force myself to experience the erotic touch on my ticklish, erogenous soles.!<

>!I didn't experience a stronger reflex to actively scrunch my toes, as is common in many tickling scenes. I know I typically try to fight this reaction, so it rarely wins anyways. Only 2-3 times did it win out, and when it did I made sure I was stroking my glans.!<

April 13th Not much today. Preparing for a family event, so that took most of our extra time. Some yoga/kegel exercises, not much else. Editing journal and searching for the best place to post.

April 14th Happy Burt Gummer Day (and family event)!

Some more yoga/kegel exercises, editing journal, and searching for best place to post.

Pretty sure I've noticed an improvement in my eyes-closed one-legged balance. My right leg is a bit better at balancing, which I only mention because a bit of self-teasing before bed seemed to suggest my right foot is slightly more erogenous too.

Tried a little bit of trying to tickle my own feet and I might have discovered the spot that will become my trigger spot, just below my arches and towards the side of my feet. I also felt "irritated pleasure" build in my soles during this exploration, but it plateaued. I'll describe the feeling in more detail in the following smut section.

Self "tickling" smut: !>I had no objective, just exploring my own reactions to gently scratching my lotioned soles (they were slick), cross-legged in bed. I started noticing where felt the most intense and what felt best. I found one spot just below my arches and nearly on the side of my feet that as I scratched it, it almost started to feel irritated, but good too. The longer I scratched there the more the intensity kept growing. Where I was scratching had a form of "irritated pleasure" build and build (slightly more on the right side). I think that might become my trigger spots.!<

>!You know how your skin feels more sensitive when it's irritated? It was similar to that, maybe with an ever so slight burning like sensation. The touch wasn't 100% enjoyable, but as my sensitivity ramped up, the scratches began to feel pleasurable. After a couple more minutes, the scratching began to feel sexual and "sweet." Not sweet as in "awww how sweet" but closer to physical sensation of sugar on your tongue kind of sweet: metaphorically like sugar for my nerves. I also use this same wording to describe the kind of pleasure of being close to the edge while continuing to slowly stroke and that "sweet" sensation is my brain is screaming to keep going. I don't think I was close to having an orgasm or foot orgasm, but I can imagine what one would feel like and I'm so hungry to experience one.!<

>!After a couple of minutes of this it seemed my feet were growing more sensitive everywhere not just in that one area. It just felt so good and I felt needy/desperate for more pleasure to build in my soles. Just from the self foot tickling I started to leak. I flexed my pelvic floor muscles, but nothing came of it. The pleasure didn't seem to build beyond a certain point so after maybe 10 minutes I gave up.!<

I wasn't expecting any results like this, this "early" on. Again my wife and I have done this kind of play in the past couple of years (not consistently) but only recently did we decide to actually try to condition me to cum from this. So this building of sexual pleasure in my feet and the "sole hunger" was a pleasant and motivating surprise.

April 15th

Just some Kegel exercises and yoga exercises. A pretty uneventful day.

April 16th

Had some tickling fun with my wife on the couch today. I told her about my possible trigger spot and while nothing epic happened, I did develop a craving for more and more touch. Afterward, even after a shower, my feet were crazy sensitive and I swear I could feel every... single... fiber in the towel as I dried my feet.

Tickling smut: >!Lying on the couch with my wife after dinner with each other's feet in each other's lap, it started with a massage that relatively quickly devolved into tickling and teasing while we watched some show on the TV. I tried to keep massaging her feet for a while but every now and then she would get a spot (just under my toes, along my arches, or that trigger spot I discovered below my arches and towards the inside of my feet) that would cause me to jump. Then when I'd jump, I'd accidentally (or was it‽) tickle her, but she maintained her composure. I could not maintain mine.!<

>!I was laughing and moaning, especially every time she went over to that trigger spot of mine. Oh it felt so good. After a bit I started teasing myself with one hand and still massaging her feet with one hand. About half an hour later I was trembling a bit and definitely felt a strong craving for the tickling to continue. Once I started begging her to keep tickling a certain spot on my soles, I came quite quickly and hard.!<

>!Even after cumming the tickles on my feet felt so amazing and "sweet". Even during that part orgasm phase where people get away more ticklish, my skin had a craving for more and more. Yes I was thrashing from the tickling, but I could feel pleasure building. Once the hyper-ticklish moment passed, I couldn't take build any more pleasure in my soles. When the tickling stopped, it legitimately felt similar to a tease and denial experience.!<

>!Then I took a quick shower afterwards. As I dried my feet, they were still crazy sensitive and I could feel virtually... every... single... fiber of the towel.!<

April 17th

Long day at the office. No updates. I was targeting posting today but everything (editing, life outside of this, etc.) is taking a bit more time than I thought it would. Sorry I didn't get to posting by the end of the day. But that wouldn't be the last time I failed to update my journal of this journey. I meant to post this over a month ago :c

April 18th

My wife woke up before me, but when I woke up I decided to do some more self exploration. I kept thinking about how my feet had that craving for more and more. I wanted to find out what would happen if I just kept going for as long as it still felt good. I might have had a foot-orgasm from lightly scratching at my trigger spot and other sensitivity areas on my soles for over 20+ minutes, but I'm not really sure.

The setup: So I laid cross legged. I broke out two cock rings and a very low powered vibrator that is meant to be worn like a cock ring but doesn't function/squeeze like a cock ring. I didn't want anything powerful for this scenario. I placed the vibrator at the base of my cock to avoid triggering a standard orgasm while helping keep me on edge for a while. This wasn't going to be quick and I just needed the bare minimum to make sure I'd stay hard for however long it would take.

Smut (self light scratching, pseudo tickling): >!I just started scratching at and teasing that spot just below my arches and towards the inside of my feet. It felt good and I kept feeling the craving to continue to build. The cravings got stronger for the first 10 minutes, but nothing interesting happened in that time.!<

>!Then things started cycle from higher intensity to lower intensity, every 5-6 minutes. There was a first wave where my legs shook a little and I had a few mild pelvic floor contractions, but I wouldn't call that anywhere near an orgasm and the cravings didn't diminish. This lasted maybe 2-3 minutes. Things got kind of boring for a bit, but I kept going since it still felt good. This is what I meant by it would cycle. The intensity would ramp down for a while. I'd guess this part of the cycle lasted a little more than 3 minutes.!<

>!Then the second cycle was much more intense than the first cycle. My legs were not just shaking a little, but full out spasming. I was clenching, I could help but buck my hips, and the gentle scratches on my soles felt very "sweet." I convulsed twice, experiencing to a mix of relief and (mild) pleasure. I did not ejaculate, but my cravings for more touch, at least on my feet, diminished (not vanished). I think that may have been my first foot-orgasm.!<

>!However, after all of that I was still crazy turned on and wasn't sure if I could orgasm after whatever it was I just experienced. So I moved the vibrating cock ring to just below the head of my cock (near the glans) and went back to scratching gently wherever felt best on my soles. After another 5-6 minutes (did I mention it was a very low intensity vibrator and lying cross legged isn't a normal position for me either), I erupted in about 10 (maybe more) contractions orgasm.!<

Sorry for the long delay between posts. Life got busy and I'll do better to post updates about every 2 weeks or so.

Also I'm realizing I'm not great at noticing all of my reactions during my wife and my sessions. Also my wife isn't writing a journal, so I could be missing some important details. I should get her feedback to see if she notices any changes too. Maybe we should record? Should it just be for our own analysis? Is there much of a market for F/M tickling with the focus being classical conditioning or cumming from tickling only?

History

See the start of the journey (here)[https://www.reddit.com/r/TickleAddicts/comments/1sdiwf2/conditioning_to_cum_from_tickling/)

See the previous post here

Journal

April 10th:

I'm guessing it was all the one-legged balancing yoga poses barefoot, but now my feet are really sore. Just did tree pose with my eyes closed in the shower (I know I'm wasting water that's why I only did a couple minutes of it).

Tried some AI generated hypnosis on YouTube "your feet crave this curse" by "Self Hypnosis AI", to great disappointment, 2 out of 10. Normally if I just listen to a hypnosis 2x in a row, I get the desired effects by the second listen. I tried the AI slop even after 3x, nothing. Here is my personal review:

• >!It lacked natural inflections in the voice,!<
• >!The audio was poorly spliced where the first split second of the next sentence would be played, then add a 3 second pause, then continue.!<
• >!The spirit of the script was right (the only reason it wasn't 0 out of 10)!<
• >!The wording for the post hypnotic suggestions (PHS) felt more like it was trying to be porn than actual PHS.!<

Note that I'm not going to entirely give up this, but I think I'm going to have to enter trance first by other hypnosis that does work for me. I'm not finding a lot of great tickling hypnosis.

April 11th:

A full 20 minutes of one-legged balance yoga as I alternated between eyes closed and catching up on email, regular adulting (checking credit card transactions for fraud, etc.), and writing my journal. Turns out focusing on a smartphone in front of your face while balancing is almost as hard as eyes-closed because it moves with you so you get fewer visual cues for balancing.

Pedicure today with my wife. My feet were still a little sore from the previous yoga, so I was looking forward to the massage portion. As always the scrubbing part tickled (seemed the same as usual, no noticeable changes yet), but like usual, I'm not in the right psychology space to laugh. I think the massage part felt somewhat more ticklish but that was probably just perception bias because I was trying to notice a difference or maybe from the soreness too. One other thing that might be worth noting is that spot on my ankle where I had a mini HFO orgasm (see April 6th) had a fair number of tingles during the leg massage, but also both my calves kind of tingled too. In about 2 months or so, when I go back, if there are stronger effects then I'll be and to say if it was just perception bias or soreness (assuming my muscles will have adapted so they won't be sore from 10-20 minutes of single leg balancing exercises).

Time kind of got away from us that night as we played games together until it hurt to keep our eyes open. It was fun, just didn't involve tickling or sex.

April 12th: long entry, but weekends offer so much more time.

Tickle Hypnosis Section: I tried a tickle hypnosis playlist where I start with real human hypnotists. These all have an element of pleasure and sensitivity which ought to help with the journey.

• >!"Helplessly ticklish tickle hypnosis" by Jacqueline Powers, which is a remake of her older one (next)!<
• >!"Hypnosis: increase tickle sensitivity (request)" by Jacqueline Powers!<
• >!"Custom: Your feet crave this hypnosis curse" by Self Hypnosis AI!<
• >!"Custom: Unlock your tickle sensitivity through hypnosis" by Self Hypnosis AI. Note this one felt way less like it was trying to be porn, but it's more general and not focused just on feet.!<
• >!There is a fifth one in my list that I didn't have the time to listen to, but is part of the playlist "Hypnosis to make you more ticklish" by M T!<

I listened to the above hypnosis in both the morning and at night.

So after listening to it in the morning, while not structurally more sensitive (no reasonable mechanism of action to literally grow new nerves in the course of a couple of hours), I am noticing touch a lot more. I couldn't help but notice the texture of a rug through my socks. Even when in shoes, I can feel the texture of the inside of my socks. While standing on some gravel (while in shoes, I was able to actually determine where several dime-sized rocks were under my shoe and confirmed it when I lifted my foot up. Note this was limited to where my foot touched my shoe because I don't have flat arches. I'll have to see if these effects fade over the course of the day. Hopefully the effects will stick around a long time and don't require 2 hours of hypnosis a day to keep this level of attention to touch.

Ticklegasm Classical Conditioning Section: Also spent about 15 minutes just slowly and constantly edging and teasing myself while my wife tickled my feet. I believe I felt a bit more sensitive with more involuntary reactions. If you want the smut you can read it below in the smut sections, but I believe they're of little scientific value.

I can't be sure how much to attribute the increased sensations from the hypnosis earlier in the day, the pedicure from yesterday, and perception/confirmation bias.

General observations: I tried to pay attention to what I felt and how I reacted. My reactions were also a little more intense. I tend to have 5 types of reactions:

• laughter and moaning (about the same),
• my legs spasming/vibrating (I think this was considerably stronger),
• scrunching of my feet (about the same),
• pelvic floor contractions (unsure if that is the right description) were noticeably more intense during tickling and orgasm.
• non-genital lower body pleasure (I think maybe slightly more, at least in my legs).

Typically when I'm really close to the edge or even at climax, I tend to laugh less. After talking with a few people in the tickle community this sounds common enough. I think my laughter was about the same as always but I also spent a lot longer on the edge compared to just enjoying them as playful. So not exactly apples to apples. Apparently I'm a moaner (for a guy), but I'm bad at tracking my own noises. We might need to start recording so I can review these things after the fact.

For almost the entire experience my legs were spasming and vibrating (rapid alternating contractions). This was significantly stronger and longer than usual. I don't think my feet scrunched any different than usual, maybe less usual if anything?

There were multiple times where I had to stop touching myself as I experienced deep contractions inside me. I'm not 100% sure but I believe these were just pelvic floor muscle contractions, the typical ones when near and at climax.!<

I also noticed slightly more pleasure in my lower legs when I orgasmed.

Smut section one (masturbation while being tickled): >!So we started out how we usually start out with my wife pinning my legs and gliding her nails up and down my soles softly and sweetly. This not only serves as rapid restraint, but allows her to enjoy my twitching and spasms from the tickling. She legitimately enjoys my feet and has a foot fetish too, which alone is a huge turn-on for me knowing that she enjoys what she is doing.!<

>!I alternated between just drawing circles on my foreskin, slowly teasing as if I were trying to tickle myself there, and agonizingly slowly stroking myself (like each stroke taking 2-3 seconds). I did my best to sync using my fingers against my glans, which always produces the most powerful and "sweetest" sensations, as my wife focused on the more ticklish areas of the bottoms of my feet. The idea was to maximize the amount of pleasure as the tickling itself maximized.!<

>!More so than ever before my legs were spasming and vibrating. I think this correlated with times when I was experiencing the most enjoyment from the tickles on my feet or when I got too close to the edge.!<

>!She would alternate between using her nails and finger pads. I was a complete wreck when she used her nails on thicker skin such as near my heels, the ball of my foot, and toe pads. Nails on my arches or the center of my foot just feels rough like scratching or can even be painful. Fingertips on my arches and center of my soles, however, destroyed me and had me convulsing and leaking so much, even when I stopped touching my cock (I switched to playing with my nipples to avoid cumming too quickly). Lots of leg spasms and pelvic floor contractions when that happened. If we had started earlier in the night she may have used other tickle toys on me, but it was already late.!<

>!It was late and I could tell she was growing tired. There wasn't as much dynamic energy in her tickles as usual. So I upped my stroking. When I couldn't take it any longer I asked for permission to cum. My wife granted it readily (she usually does). About 4-5 strokes later I erupted with 6-8 strong contractions and more cum than I thought I'd make in just 2-3 days (I think it was only 2-3 days ago since my last orgasm, have to check the log). I noticed more pleasure in my lower legs (which is usually minimal). Unfortunately I don't remember/recall any orgasm like feeling in my feet. Don't get me wrong, the tickles felt amazing, just not orgasmic. I really hope with continued association the feeling can become truly orgasmic in it's own right.!<

>!My wife continued tickling me post-orgasm and it took a while, like maybe 30 seconds, before the hyper ticklish phase hit me. The tickles were still amazingly pleasurable and intense. My wife enjoys delivering a little post-orgasm torture and this has typically been one of the ways she would do it. However, this time, it was just pleasurable, intense, but still pleasurable. I didn't have to safe word during it.!<

>!My wife just wanted back scratches until she passed out, so that's how I thanked her for more amazing classical conditioning.!<

Smut section two (analysis and after thoughts): >!Regarding the leg spasms and vibrations, I don't fully understand what is going on. I think that it's from my nervous system being overloaded. I find that when receiving any kind of sexual stimulation, my body typically doesn't jerk away from foot tickles (it's a different case otherwise). It is also possible that the leg spasm/vibration could be how I deal with fighting the involuntary reactions to pull away from the tickles and how I fight to continue to enjoy them: involuntary reflex to defend myself and a voluntary reflex to force myself to experience the erotic touch on my ticklish, erogenous soles.!<

>!I didn't experience a stronger reflex to actively scrunch my toes, as is common in many tickling scenes. I know I typically try to fight this reaction, so it rarely wins anyways. Only 2-3 times did it win out, and when it did I made sure I was stroking my glans.!<

April 13th Not much today. Preparing for a family event, so that took most of our extra time. Some yoga/kegel exercises, not much else. Editing journal and searching for the best place to post.

April 14th Happy Burt Gummer Day (and family event)!

Some more yoga/kegel exercises, editing journal, and searching for best place to post.

Pretty sure I've noticed an improvement in my eyes-closed one-legged balance. My right leg is a bit better at balancing, which I only mention because a bit of self-teasing before bed seemed to suggest my right foot is slightly more erogenous too.

Tried a little bit of trying to tickle my own feet and I might have discovered the spot that will become my trigger spot, just below my arches and towards the side of my feet. I also felt "irritated pleasure" build in my soles during this exploration, but it plateaued. I'll describe the feeling in more detail in the following smut section.

Self "tickling" smut: !>I had no objective, just exploring my own reactions to gently scratching my lotioned soles (they were slick), cross-legged in bed. I started noticing where felt the most intense and what felt best. I found one spot just below my arches and nearly on the side of my feet that as I scratched it, it almost started to feel irritated, but good too. The longer I scratched there the more the intensity kept growing. Where I was scratching had a form of "irritated pleasure" build and build (slightly more on the right side). I think that might become my trigger spots.!<

>!You know how your skin feels more sensitive when it's irritated? It was similar to that, maybe with an ever so slight burning like sensation. The touch wasn't 100% enjoyable, but as my sensitivity ramped up, the scratches began to feel pleasurable. After a couple more minutes, the scratching began to feel sexual and "sweet." Not sweet as in "awww how sweet" but closer to physical sensation of sugar on your tongue kind of sweet: metaphorically like sugar for my nerves. I also use this same wording to describe the kind of pleasure of being close to the edge while continuing to slowly stroke and that "sweet" sensation is my brain is screaming to keep going. I don't think I was close to having an orgasm or foot orgasm, but I can imagine what one would feel like and I'm so hungry to experience one.!<

>!After a couple of minutes of this it seemed my feet were growing more sensitive everywhere not just in that one area. It just felt so good and I felt needy/desperate for more pleasure to build in my soles. Just from the self foot tickling I started to leak. I flexed my pelvic floor muscles, but nothing came of it. The pleasure didn't seem to build beyond a certain point so after maybe 10 minutes I gave up.!<

I wasn't expecting any results like this, this "early" on. Again my wife and I have done this kind of play in the past couple of years (not consistently) but only recently did we decide to actually try to condition me to cum from this. So this building of sexual pleasure in my feet and the "sole hunger" was a pleasant and motivating surprise.

April 15th

Just some Kegel exercises and yoga exercises. A pretty uneventful day.

April 16th

Had some tickling fun with my wife on the couch today. I told her about my possible trigger spot and while nothing epic happened, I did develop a craving for more and more touch. Afterward, even after a shower, my feet were crazy sensitive and I swear I could feel every... single... fiber in the towel as I dried my feet.

Tickling smut: >!Lying on the couch with my wife after dinner with each other's feet in each other's lap, it started with a massage that relatively quickly devolved into tickling and teasing while we watched some show on the TV. I tried to keep massaging her feet for a while but every now and then she would get a spot (just under my toes, along my arches, or that trigger spot I discovered below my arches and towards the inside of my feet) that would cause me to jump. Then when I'd jump, I'd accidentally (or was it‽) tickle her, but she maintained her composure. I could not maintain mine.!<

>!I was laughing and moaning, especially every time she went over to that trigger spot of mine. Oh it felt so good. After a bit I started teasing myself with one hand and still massaging her feet with one hand. About half an hour later I was trembling a bit and definitely felt a strong craving for the tickling to continue. Once I started begging her to keep tickling a certain spot on my soles, I came quite quickly and hard.!<

>!Even after cumming the tickles on my feet felt so amazing and "sweet". Even during that part orgasm phase where people get away more ticklish, my skin had a craving for more and more. Yes I was thrashing from the tickling, but I could feel pleasure building. Once the hyper-ticklish moment passed, I couldn't take build any more pleasure in my soles. When the tickling stopped, it legitimately felt similar to a tease and denial experience.!<

>!Then I took a quick shower afterwards. As I dried my feet, they were still crazy sensitive and I could feel virtually... every... single... fiber of the towel.!<

April 17th

Long day at the office. No updates. I was targeting posting today but everything (editing, life outside of this, etc.) is taking a bit more time than I thought it would. Sorry I didn't get to posting by the end of the day. But that wouldn't be the last time I failed to update my journal of this journey. I meant to post this over a month ago :c

April 18th

My wife woke up before me, but when I woke up I decided to do some more self exploration. I kept thinking about how my feet had that craving for more and more. I wanted to find out what would happen if I just kept going for as long as it still felt good. I might have had a foot-orgasm from lightly scratching at my trigger spot and other sensitivity areas on my soles for over 20+ minutes, but I'm not really sure.

The setup: So I laid cross legged. I broke out two cock rings and a very low powered vibrator that is meant to be worn like a cock ring but doesn't function/squeeze like a cock ring. I didn't want anything powerful for this scenario. I placed the vibrator at the base of my cock to avoid triggering a standard orgasm while helping keep me on edge for a while. This wasn't going to be quick and I just needed the bare minimum to make sure I'd stay hard for however long it would take.

Smut (self light scratching, pseudo tickling): >!I just started scratching at and teasing that spot just below my arches and towards the inside of my feet. It felt good and I kept feeling the craving to continue to build. The cravings got stronger for the first 10 minutes, but nothing interesting happened in that time.!<

>!Then things started cycle from higher intensity to lower intensity, every 5-6 minutes. There was a first wave where my legs shook a little and I had a few mild pelvic floor contractions, but I wouldn't call that anywhere near an orgasm and the cravings didn't diminish. This lasted maybe 2-3 minutes. Things got kind of boring for a bit, but I kept going since it still felt good. This is what I meant by it would cycle. The intensity would ramp down for a while. I'd guess this part of the cycle lasted a little more than 3 minutes.!<

>!Then the second cycle was much more intense than the first cycle. My legs were not just shaking a little, but full out spasming. I was clenching, I could help but buck my hips, and the gentle scratches on my soles felt very "sweet." I convulsed twice, experiencing to a mix of relief and (mild) pleasure. I did not ejaculate, but my cravings for more touch, at least on my feet, diminished (not vanished). I think that may have been my first foot-orgasm.!<

>!However, after all of that I was still crazy turned on and wasn't sure if I could orgasm after whatever it was I just experienced. So I moved the vibrating cock ring to just below the head of my cock (near the glans) and went back to scratching gently wherever felt best on my soles. After another 5-6 minutes (did I mention it was a very low intensity vibrator and lying cross legged isn't a normal position for me either), I erupted in about 10 (maybe more) contractions orgasm.!<