u/MSytboi69

First time / experience. I never in a billion years thought I would do anything like this but here we are. ;)

Sorry sorry for the long introduction just wanted to give a quick back story, I Split up with my long term girlfriend a little over 2 years ago. She was moving overseas to start her new career and just didn’t have time for a relationship anymore. I started drinking a bunch, smoking weed a lot, and got heavily into porn. I loved the way I would feel when I was high and master bated, it was so euphoric… it wasn’t long until I discovered Pawgs followed by interracial porn. Oh my god. I’ll never forget the first time I saw Mandingo’s big black dick. I was like a deer in head lights but rock hard and leaking pre cum like a faucet, I started edging myself until I couldn’t take anymore, my legs were shaking and I was whimpering like a little slut. lol I exploded so fucking hard, cum was on my chin and my chest, the floor, it was everywhere and I felt like i just came for the first time ever… once the high went away I was completely ashamed and felt a guilt come over me so I slammed my laptop and took a shower… but that didn’t last long.

The next few days,weeks even months all I could think about was BBC destroying loud verbal white girls, loved watching them scream in ecstasy as they got flooded with cum. I was so hooked I got a membership to an interracial porn site and it wasn’t long after that I discovered big butt white boys, sissies and femboys. That’s when everything changed yet again. I was officially chronically master bating 3 times a day minimum. I was picturing myself as the taker now, I thought it would be so hot to have 2 bbc’s taking their time and having their way with me, one cumming in my mouth and the other flooding my little ass… My hand wasn’t enough anymore so I ordered butt plugged and a 9” black dildo. After a few months of practicing I did it and managed to have my first hands free “sissygasm” or prostate orgasm. I passed out on my bathroom floor… not kidding. I ended up purging and got rid of my toys because I wanted to get back out there and start dating and fucking women again but that didn’t last more than a couple months, I recently upgraded to a 12” & however I’ve only managed to take that one half way but I’m satisfied with that :) Today I’m a full blown porn addict who is thinking about getting some lingerie and snapping more slutty pictures and videos like this while I fantasize about taking my first real BBC. If there’s any tips and tricks how to meet my first real one safely and discretely, please let me know. ;)

***I hope my butt is phat enough for you, I plan on waxing it. :)***