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Now I know I’m not saying anything new or that anyone hasn’t already said but my god they are so annoying and time wasters. So I have a free house on Mondays and Tuesdays till 2. Guys drop out last minute. Talk to you like shit expecting for you to enjoy it when you haven’t even properly spoken to them or at least flirted first. you send them slutty pics and then they ask for a face pic and because you tell them they have to first because you’ve sent sexy pics and they haven’t sent you anything they get all pissy. And then when you do and they don’t vibe with your look they just air you. Like at least say that I’m not your type. Also I just had a guy tell me to stick my dildo up my ass and send it to him now. Like bitch pls I need to warm up first. It’s always the blank profiles as well.

Now I know I’m not saying anything new or that anyone hasn’t already said but my god they are so annoying and time wasters. So I have a free house on Mondays and Tuesdays till 2. Guys drop out last minute. Talk to you like shit expecting for you to enjoy it when you haven’t even properly spoken to them or at least flirted first. you send them slutty pics and then they ask for a face pic and because you tell them they have to first because you’ve sent sexy pics and they haven’t sent you anything they get all pissy. And then when you do and they don’t vibe with your look they just air you. Like at least say that I’m not your type. Also I just had a guy tell me to stick my dildo up my ass and send it to him now. Like bitch pls I need to warm up first. It’s always the blank profiles as well.

So I’ve been watching sissy porn for 10 years 13 now I’m 24. Originally started with me dressing up in women clothes once when I was 3 then stopped after that. When I started watching porn it was lesbian porn only and I would envision myself as one of the women in the scene. Then I found sissy porn then you can fill in the blanks. Fast forward to now and I’m struggling with my identity. I’ve always been a regular guy. I’m happy with exploring and having fun with this kink but in my mind I get off to the feeling of being all dressed up in lingerie acting all slutty but still looking like a guy. And then occasionally I’ll get really off to being full fem makeup wig ect. It’s like a constant mental battle to decide which one is the real me when it comes to the kink. I do watch a lot of porn not just sissy content so that’s contributing factor. Ik I could just do both but it kinda messes with my head. The kink is so much fun and my sexuality has been opened to other wonderful genders. But I really wish a clear idea of how I present myself.

I’ve been into this kink since I was 13. I’m 24 now. Recently I’ve accepted that my sexuality is very fluid at this point in time. I’m happy about crossdressing but it’s only a kink for me. Like I’ll only wear specific types lingerie. My issue is that I wanna present like a masculine twink but sometimes I wanna look like a woman e.g wig, makeup ect. Now i know that’s not uncommon to have this thought when you are into this kink. As a kid i would watch lesbian porn and imagine myself as one of the girls. My brain told me I was just projecting myself onto the woman to feel like I was kissing the other woman. That had the same effect when I was watching straight porn. Id imagine myself sucking and getting fucked by cock. I also discovered sissy hypno at the time so that definitely played a part in it. Now I can visualise myself being the man aswell fucking women. When I was like 15 I found out what agp was and thought ok yh that make sense. But looking into it now I can understand how it can be seen as very problematic. Now I never deeped it when I was younger. I’ve had people on Reddit say that I’m gender fluid. I’m very accepting of myself but I don’t really want to look like a women like I’m sexually happy about everything about the kink bar this fantasy. Now I do watch a lot of porn so that may be the reason for it.

I can also understand people saying. Why don’t you do both. But I don’t know if my brain could hack it tbh.

I’ve been into this kink since I was 13. I’m 24 now. Recently I’ve accepted that my sexuality is very fluid at this point in time. I’m happy about crossdressing but it’s only a kink for me. Like I’ll only wear specific types lingerie. My issue is that I wanna present like a masculine twink but sometimes I wanna look like a woman e.g wig, makeup ect. Now i know that’s not uncommon to have this thought when you are into this kink. As a kid i would watch lesbian porn and imagine myself as one of the girls. My brain told me I was just projecting myself onto the woman to feel like I was kissing the other woman. That had the same effect when I was watching straight porn. Id imagine myself sucking and getting fucked by cock. I also discovered sissy hypno at the time so that definitely played a part in it. Now I can visualise myself being the man aswell fucking women. When I was like 15 I found out what agp was and thought ok yh that make sense. But looking into it now I can understand how it can be seen as very problematic. Now I never deeped it when I was younger. I’ve had people on Reddit say that I’m gender fluid. I’m very accepting of myself but I don’t really want to look like a women like I’m sexually happy about everything about the kink bar this fantasy. Now I do watch a lot of porn so that may be the reason for it.

I can also understand people saying. Why don’t you do both. But I don’t know if my brain could hack it tbh.