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I really want to try out makeup secretly I want to get those smooth flat uniform even lips and shiny , and I really want to try doing a winged eyeliner and shiny black mascara and eyeshadow, I am just fascinated

I just want to try doing makeup its too exciting and whenevr i walk around i just notice womens makeup.

Its all a curiosity and i cant spend much and if it turns out to be too difficult then all that i buy will be waste

I dont live alone and dont want to get caught or leave a trail behind.

I searched on net for products that can come off easily with water but then i found out that with this limitation i wont be able to fulfil my desires well and its better to keep some toilet paper and micellar water so that i can guarateed wash off anything super easy and wont get caught

But after that i got lost in too many products and varities and ensuring right combination of colors while also being cost effective since i am starting and dont know if i will really keep it up or will be unhappy from results or bored or find it hassle or too difficult to do in secret and give up.

I was also rhinking of curling eyelashes but it will be full chance of getting caught. And i thought of ordering push up bra and a dress from internet, try and return but i am not sure.

Please help me i am lost fully in all of this.

All i see is that maybe i should skip mascara even though i love the before and after look because it will be difficult for unpracticed hand to do it without poking eye with all.the gettng caught anxiety

And for lips so far i found out i need lip balm lipstick lip liner and gloss but then i am getting lost in cheap yet color coordinated items to fulfil my desire

i will likely buy from amazon or instamart. i hope instamart incognito really works and wont leave a trail of getting caught.

How do I generate NSFW comic images like these ?

Wanting to try out makeup secretly , need your help