u/Matilda707

Update

I still don’t know if these get seen but I needed to write it.

I took a small step. Last night when he came in for a hug I held on longer than usual. My hand stayed on his back and I pulled him in a bit tighter. He didn’t pull away. I felt that warm low pull again and this time I didn’t stop it right away. Just stayed there for a few extra seconds breathing him in.

It was nothing big. No words. But I initiated it on purpose. After he left the room I sat there with my heart going faster than it should.

I’m still not sure how far I want to take it. Just… I started something small and now I keep thinking about doing it again.

I don't know if it gets posted but I joined to share about my feelings...not sure if it is sexual yet but I do see my partner in him and maybe I'll take it up further, just not sure how to open up