worthless and pathetic
lately all i’ve been able to think about is how low i want to be. how i want to be treated like nothing more than an animal and an object.
i get so wet thinking about how i could be milked. to have my tits so swollen then milked like livestock.
i think about being treated like a cow, or pig, or dog. to bark or oink. to play fetch.
i want to be so humiliated. told how pathetic i look. to have to eat from bowls and be forced to hump furniture and constantly denied my orgasm. so that i just get needier and needier, willing to do the more depraved things.
to have me piss controlled. made to hold it. denied the dignity of the toiler but made to piss in the tub, on newspaper, or outside. watched the whole time and told how disgusting i am. then to be marked as property, pissed all over and made to sit in it.
i want to be broken and in tears. and im so disgusted with myself for it, but im typing this with a vibrator in my pussy because i can’t get enough