My apologies

I just wanted to take responsibility for my part here on this forum. I was just annoyed by how much guys are being hated on here for involving themselves with someone that was transgender. Growing up I always was under the impression it was a mutual thing where both parties enjoyed the sexual aspect of it. I was completely nieve to the horrors hidden beneath the surface. I said some things out of anger which I shouldn't of have said. My feelings were honestly hurt after reading all the horrible things TS were saying about men and that hit a soft spot because I'm insecure as it is about this whole idea as a person to begin with so I felt like very very small after seeing how little these guys are respected. And I still don't understand it because Im a loving caring person and I always appreciate a connection and a friendship before anything sexual and that goes strictly the same way as females. I avoid hookups and random because if I'm with a stranger and feel the least bit nervous Im.not going to be able to perform or do anything sexual at all. I do not have any nasty sexual tendencies and honesty my only downfall is being hyper sexual when I use Crystal meth , the times that I do Indulge ill tend to push limits and be.more prone to being more sexual. Please don't judge me for liking what I like the only thing that matters is I only become sexual after I established some common ground and an understanding with each other and that goes for females and honestly if being with a trans ever actually did happen it's definitely not going to be an escort or a reckless hookup or else I'll lose my sex drive from anxiety being around a stranger.

I'm not going to over explain myself but I'm sorry for saying those mean things, my ego was crushed after reading all the horrible things said about straight men I felt even more insecure about myself and I don't like feeling worthless and confused and bottom of the barrel or being manipulated or becoming the laughing stock. I hope all of you can look past that and try to understand where I'm coming from

I don't understand it. It's pretty obvious there are straight males who are sexually attracted to a trans woman. Why does so much respect get lose for him and so msny cruel comments? You should be flattered that someone finds you attractive when the rest of society frowns upon transgender. It's almost like the fact of being accepted by someone sexually attracted to you is taboo and not acceptable. Think about it what if these straight men never had an attraction to a trans then who is going to sexualy want you then? And why Earth would you be offended they have fetishes for that? Someone finds you attractive and all of a sudden it's wrong and absolutely hated upon. It makes no sense and let's be honest transgender people are the real ones with the disgusting fetishes and desires.

Seriously stop being so fucking cruel to "chasers" they are the only ones who have a genuine sexual attraction to you and so what if they want to do freaky weird shit it's not like you trans genders are perfect yourself. Be more accepting to chasers because they are wired the same as you guys are sexually as well. It's almost like you guys hate your selves and are on here readily admitting it. Huge turn off