never ending cycle
i don't know if girls are active here who shared the same experience as mine to the point na parang nagiging cycle na sya unconsciously, so everytime i am trying to entertain someone well at first yeah it was good, getting to know each other and excited makausap ang isa't - isa but later on slow replies came often hanggang sa masasanay ka na lang din and later on malalaman mo pala na taken syang tao, maybe in a relationship or may ka mu na, it's sad and frustrating at the same time because i always feel low how come i attract this kind of energy and person. i feel bad sa mga girlfriend/liniligawan nila bcs di nila alam they're being betrayed. and the fact they had the audacity to waste someone's time just for the sake of thrill and fun. at sa tuwing may makikilala uliy akong bago tangina ganon parin. mga manloloko. fuck you all sa mga may jowang naghahanap pa ng iba at mga cheater tapos ang liliit naman ng tite swear sana tamang ulo laging ginagamit nyo wag puro libog.