Can't get off?/Help figuring out how to touch my growing anatomy
I usually masterbate mostly by stimulating my clitoris. Mostly just by rubbing it, or occasionally using a vibrator. Pre-t I never really touched the very tip as I found it too sensitive, and the pain turned me off. I just rubbed right above the tip.
I am now 11 weeks on T and have some growth. I haven't measured how much, but the tip of my clit is permanently out of its hood. I did my shot yesterday, so my T levels should be on the rise, close to their peak, and yet I couldn't get off tonight. I was barely even getting aroused. I'm not touching the head of my tdick much because it is so close to my urethra and I am worried about getting a uti. I don't penetrate my vagina because I have pelvic floor dysfunction and find it very painful. I was hoping someone might have advice on getting aroused and possibly having an orgasm with my new anatomy. Like I don't know what to do with it. I am watching the same porn I always did that got me aroused and off (I think), but how I was touching myself. Isn't doing anything for me tonight. I don't know if I am just having an off night (like possibly too many thoughts in this audhd brain) or if I just need to modify how I touch myself for my growing tdick. Please help! Any ideas welcome.
And before you ask, I am on a lot of psych meds (no antidepressants, though), but I have never had a problem becoming aroused before. The only change to my recent meds is a long acting benzodiazapine at night. I don't think those are supposed to affect sexual functioning, though I haven't really researched it. The first few weeks on the med I was having orgasms just fine, like normal.