u/MrMeMark

I have a sister and growing up during my early years it was never a thing where I thought "oh I wander what it is like to have a brother" It wasn't until I got to my teens and my hormones where all over the place and my body was changing I actually thought "I wish I had an older brother who knows about this stuff"

knowing I was gay also the thought often occurred (and still does) if I did have an older brother would we have been comfortable with each other to be naked and explore each other and would he have shown me how to masturbate and maybe more. I often think what would his body be like, how big would his penis be, would he be hairy or relatively smooth.

My best friend had a much older brother then him and he told me he used to show him how to masturbate and I was kind of jealous.