Tried Benzedrex today
So, I tried benzedrex 1 or 2 years ago and wanted to test it again. Since I’m not in america it’s not possible to get these over the counter because they are illegal in Europe.
So, I ordered some on a american store for 20 dollars + 20 dollars shipping (I know its a lot compares to the 5 dollars you pay, but thats great because its too expensive to do it regularly). Received it today, put in a lemon juice for 30 minutes while shaking and took 3/4 of the liquid first then the other 1/4 1h later.
Long story short, the trip was not that good because I was tired and I get now why people say it’s dirty, the heart is racing fast. So, You will probably never hear of me ever again, I’m done with this.
To be fully transparent, I was 1 year sober of every substance including alcohol, but wanted to make one last trip before moving on definitely with my life, and this trip proved me why I need to continue with my life.
If you are struggling with addiction, do it step by step, even if you relapse, try to space the trips. Thats how I did it. And also find something you can dedicate yourself into. For me it was videogame. I write trophy guides for PlayStation users and thats what keeping me busy.
This was a monologue, thank you to every person that red it until the end. Have a good day and take care.