u/NBpuppy

The horny has kicked in full gear and I hate it. If I orgasm I’ll hurt myself internally from the spasms. Dick is twitching hard and I feel that shit inside me it hurts but also feels good.

Over here crying in my mind about it a little.
Weird fucker that I am. Maybe I’ll cum in my sleep.

Edit: I came when I just meant to edge. 12 days post op btw. Some pain but not a lot.i controlled the muscle contractions as much as i could. Feel so much better though. I can sleep through the night. Early this time. Helped with some pain relief. Contradictory I know.

Thanks for existing and liking what you like! :)

I need big hugs and gentle loving. Love and be loved by another. Do the same to them. Give them kisses.
Edit: I’m really emo rn. Had a hysterectomy less than two weeks ago so I’m hurting and want to be taken care of lol

Breast cancer isn’t exclusive to women.
Please check your chest

Praise and pets!!!! I need it please. Pup sleep now. Basic words for your puppies are very important. Do it and treat them right.

Praise me, give me care and soft touches, kiss me, tell me everything will be alright while you smoke with me/encourage me to smoke. Make my brain melt so I don’t have to think about anything except being loved and feeling good.

Make me think I’m in control but of course I’m really not, just a dumb puppy who doesn’t know any better as you end up overpowering and using me. Turning me over and filling me as much as you can. You make all the decisions now. You know what’s best for puppy.
Tell me yes while I say no. “You can do it, good boy.” You say as I cry through the process once it sets in what is in risk now, pregnancy. You kiss me and take me to go get an emergency contraceptive.

Or I could be begging for your load instead and you decide it would be a good idea to cum on my underwear.

The few times I had cum in my mouth, I always spit it out.

I finally swallowed for the very first time with the person I’ve been seeing!! (referencing my last posts)
I’ve made an informed decision not to use protection in regard to oral with this partner in general.
First time I thought I should have used a condom, so when I came over the second time, made a few dental dams on the spot and full intended to use condoms too but… I kinda got dickmatized and metaphorically shrugged my shoulders and opened my mouth. Lol

So fast forward to yesterday I was determined!!! Playing with his balls, tugging on them, licking and sucking almost to his taint. I start using my other hand to stroke him, taking notice of how he feels on my bare hand. “Adorable” think to myself. Before I can finish that thought he starts to pulse and I knew I had to strike now if I wanted to get what I needed!!
Haha! Success!! Put my mouth over and finished sucking him off. So delicious.

Swallowed two loads total.
Tasting myself on his lips was also very nice after a 69 !!

Edit: he was doing some jerking and circular motions using his hands while 69ing which made me squirt all over his face.

I’m having my brain rewired into associating nipple stimulation with sexual excitement. As an asexual dude who struggles to redirect any stimulation into sexual feeling, that is helpful.