I let strangers finger me on the dancefloor at a swinger club because it felt like rape
I have a rape fantasy that I think about almost every time I masturbate. A few months ago it got so intense that I went to a swinger club three different times by myself to try to get close to it.
Each visit I wore a short dress with no panties. I stayed on the dancefloor where it was crowded and dark. I let multiple strangers finger me right there in public while the music was loud. I didn’t really talk to them — I just positioned myself so they could reach under my dress. Some fingered me hard and rough while other people were watching or dancing around us. It felt the closest I’ve ever gotten to my fantasy because I didn’t know them and had almost no control over what they did next. My heart was pounding and I was soaked.
I never went further than that, but coming home after those nights and replaying how exposed and used I felt on the dancefloor made me cum so hard.
It was embarrassing how much I wanted it, but also one of the sluttiest things I’ve ever done. Those three nights are still my favorite thing to touch myself to.