u/No-Buffalo4894

So when i used to Crossdress ( I don't do it anymore cause i got no clothes) i always wore my elder sister's clothes her bra , panty , thongs , indian cultural clothes , dress ( she dosen't own slutty clothes sadly) . i always had her clothes smell on my body after i was done crossdressing and doing my thing . ( me and my sister share the same room) . so today she changed her clothes cause she was going somewhere and after she was done i entered the room and the whole room had that smell which made me so horny and dumb for a sec .that just wanted to peel of my body hair , get some fake nails with red nail paint , a nice wig with a slutty dress . on my knees sucking a cock ohh gosh . that smell is enough to awaken that slut inside of me. ( sorry for the bad grammar and spelling mistakes im writing through my pc and im not good at it ) ;)

So when i used to Crossdress ( I don't do it anymore cause i got no clothes) i always wore my elder sister's clothes her bra , panty , thongs , indian cultural clothes , dress ( she dosen't own slutty clothes sadly) . i always had her clothes smell on my body after i was done crossdressing and doing my thing . ( me and my sister share the same room) . so today she changed her clothes cause she was going somewhere and after she was done i entered the room and the whole room had that smell which made me so horny and dumb for a sec .that just wanted to peel of my body hair , get some fake nails with red nail paint , a nice wig with a slutty dress . on my knees sucking a cock ohh gosh . that smell is enough to awaken that slut inside of me. ( sorry for the bad grammar and spelling mistakes im writing through my pc and im not good at it ) ;)

So I once met a 31 yo policeman from grindr and sucked him in forest . It was very sad for me handle tbh 😔. Cause his dick wasn't good and a bit dirty . No foreplay straight to blowjob and as first time experience I nearly cried .

So I wanna do something now even though I thought to never meet someone again from grindr this time I want someone's help .

The plan is that someone from online would pay me and they'll become my master for 1 week they can make me meet as much as men they want make me do dares etc literally anything of there will .

And I'll also take money from the guys I'll meet on grindr and whatever I earn from there I would send it to my master .

Not doing this for fun but money makes it feel a bit more worth it tbh .

I have the best femboy/sissy body ( I'm sexy af) so daddy's on grindr won't even hesitate to pay for me 😏❤

So I met this guy on the same sexting site I always use and at first he gave me 300rs for 1 night fun . The next day he texted me again saying that he'll send 300 again for sexting after talking for a while I asked for 3k cause I was in need and he sent 3.5k saying - " keep some extra" . After that every few days I'll ask for some money and he didn't denied at all ( I was giving him the fun of his life . After all I'm one of the most young and sexy sissy you can find in india 😭) ( Indian sissy looks ugly tbh) ( not me 😛🍻) . So in 1 week he paid me somewhere around 9-10k and also bought be some headphones . You might think that 10k is a lot but the level of fun he was getting 10k is nothing 💅.

So My personal sissy fantasies are -

1- I can't crossdress properly in my country . But if I move to a different country I won't even let people know that I'm a male . I'll only wear female clothes and make female friends invite new guys everyday to my apartment.

2- I want a older men to force fully feminize me kidnap me lock me into his room and buy female clothes for me , give me estrogen forcefully all while fucking me like a slut while I cry and ask him to let me go .

3 - I want a group of guys to grab me tear my clothes and fuck me until all of them are out of cum . Use all of my holes fucking cum on me make me wear as slut clothes as you , make me to fucking dares like sucking delivery guys etc .

I wanna live a kinky life fs .hope I can leave my country to live In some other country for few months or years....

So this happend few months back when I was in desperate need of some money and I met this guy named maybe Aditya or something on a sexting website .

That time was in my room in my sister's bra and panty searching for someone to pay me and I'll give them some good time online .

Aditya was the men. he sent me 500 instantly and asked for video calls . ( that time I wasn't a sissy and was only doing this stuff for money)

So after receiving the money I video called him and let him abuse me and my mom and sis by name.....( I was desperate for money but this thing kinda turned me on)

And while abusing them he was strocking his cock looking at me in bra and panty .

Few days later....

He texted me again saying he wants some fun this time asked for 1k. he sent the money and I was again wearing my sister's bra and panty underneath a saree and sometimes few dresses .

I asked for 2k once which he also sent but on 1 condition that if I wear my mom's cloths and let him abuse me like his slut .

And those were my excuses for crossdressing tbh I loved it.

I really want someone like Aditya again ( I can't find his ID) .

Since I'm a slut now I'll love if someone gives me slur clothes and accessories and make become there whore for literal months....

So this is a super recent incident it literally happend yesterday .

I went to grindr and met this guy who was 31 yo ( I'm 18) we agreed to meet and he showed up to the location in 10 mins .

And to my surprise he was a police officer full muscle build at 5"11 ( I'm 5"7) .

We planned to have sex in the nearby abandoned building but to my surprise there were already some people in that building .

So I said - " let's do it later when these people leave"

But he said- " no there are some bushes nearby let's go there "

I followed him into the bush and without saying any other words he unzipped his pants and there was his dick . Pretty Normal size but 1 thing I did not liked was that in the centre of his dick It was blackish like he doesn't maintain hygiene .

But it was too late to say no cause the moment I saw his dick was the same moment I was holding it . After few seconds it got into my mouth as well and got hard inside .

He was looking everywhere making sure no one comes while I was working on his dick .

After literally 30 seconds he started to face fuck me and took his dick out and came..... I was disappointed but his timing but also I give good blowjobs so maybe not his fault.

After that he smoked a cigarette and we walked out .

He said that its super risky for his job to have sex like this outside so we won't do it in open again .

And agreed to meet soon since he is going to some other city for 5-6 days .

This time we might meet in a hotel .

Idk if I wanna go or not cause I didn't liked that black thing in the middle of his dick.......any suggestions on what I should do??

I always had a girl inside of me fs I always felt it . But 2 years ago my friend came to a night in my house . We were alone and for no reason he started playing porn we watched it for something like 30 mins . And I jokingly said - " let's jerk each other off"

Friend - " HAHA I'm not gay"

Me - " yeah ik I was just kidding"

After few more mins.....

Friend - " bro let's actually try it....."

Me in mind - " if I hesitate he might feel awkward "

Me - "yeah lets actually try it once"

After that I was sitting on the couch next to him holding his dick jerking him off and he said....

Friend- " bro don't sit beside me it feels weird get on your knees and jerk me it'll be better "

I agreed to him cause that's what I wanted anyways

After sometime he asked me to suck him but I felt weird so I denied.

He asked again and I said that I'll try .

I took his penis in my mouth for few seconds and almost threw up ( first time things )

After that we both jerked and went to sleep . But Ioved the feminine side of sex .

After that when I met him I gave him a blowjob for few mins and my duration just kept getting longer .

But he just never cuts through the blowjob and i get bored really soon as well .

He still thinks that I'm not gay and we only do it for fun .

But I want him to shave my body , make me wear female slut clothes ( which I do secretly) and fuck the shit out of me with his cum all over me .

But yeahh maybe later.....