[M, 25] Enlightenment
Malibog tlga ako. I’ve hooked up with a lot of girls and watched way too much porn over the years. Eventually, it all started to feel repetitive and lost its excitement.
Around May, habang naglalaro kami wid the bois, I got curious kasi nakita ko once yung burat ng kalaro ko sa bball, tinigasan ako sobra, it was big and semi erect, so nung pag uwi ko I decided to check out a genre I never imagined I’d watch as a cis man—gay porn. tapos napunta ako sa X while searching for good porns
At first, it felt awkward. I’d skip the kissing scenes and go straight to the oral and sex scenes. Then one day, I came across a video featuring an innocent twink and a dominant stepdad. Without expecting it, I found myself imagining being in the twink’s position. I couldn’t believe how much it turned me on. As someone who’s always enjoyed being dominant with women, I was surprised that I was now fantasizing about being on the receiving end instead. It was a completely different experience, and I even got curious enough to taste my own cum.
Now I find myself scrolling through Reddit, looking at dick pics and fantasizing again. I didn’t expect it to hit so differently, but here I am. Iba rin pala talaga.
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