Just had my first
Found a guy on Grindr that was pretty cool, talked for a few and decided fck it let’s do it.
He was similar ish to his profile, not really my type tbh but he had a big dick. Anyways, he came over I’m already super awkward, especially this being my first time, he was pretty awkward himself but he was rearing to go. Initially I told him I wanted to top and he was cool with it, but I was too nervous to get it up and let him top instead he seemed happy with the idea. He gave me a blowjob leading up to it I still didn’t get hard but it felt good. After a bit of that I turned over and let him top me in doggy. Initial penetration was amazing, no dildo can match body warmth and especially when someone is excited to go, I really enjoyed it I was moaning and stuff and I could tell he was enjoying it.
After about 10-15min of pen he came inside me (with a condom ofc), I could feel him cumming which was a weird sensation but I enjoyed it. Things ended pretty quick after that, PNC and all that, I never got off but I didn’t really expect to tbh. I still had fun and glad the initial hookup stage is over :p He was super sweet all the way through and really appreciated that.
Also tried to give him a blowjob only lasted about 5 min and was too self conscious to keep going that was also my first time doing that to another guy.