i slept with an old guy for money last night
Soo, I have a lot of trauma and had an abusive ex in 2022 and he really fucked me up. He did a lot of stuff to me and rly broke me but as much as I hated it I also kind of loved it in a really fucked up way. I found this sub/subs like this last year and got kinda hooked.
I also graduated last year and I’ve been finding it really hard to get a job in my field (or very honestly I just haven’t been trying very hard because I want to put off entering the workforce for as long as possible lol). I was talking to my friend about it and asking her how she never worked but could afford everything and she told me she was a sugar baby. Soo I was inspired and joined a website and I’ve met a few dudes over the past week. Last night the guy I met offered me a lot of money to fuck me and I was drunk and broke and sad and I said yes.
He was 58 and I’m 23. I can’t stop thinking about it. I feel kind of disgusting and definitely stupid but it also makes me really really wet thinking about it. Idk where I’m going with this but I just wanted to get it off my chest