u/Odd_You950

Every night before I go sleep I have the same thought about what I want and I feel like writing it out will make it even better.
So I walk into my boyfriend’s room after we’ve just gone out for drinks and he pushes me against the wall and starts to finger me but I tell him he shouldn’t cuz I need to pee (I haven’t told him I’m into it). He says he doesn’t care and he keeps going then starts to use his tongue. As he’s doing it I keep telling him to stop because I’m going to pee but he doesn’t and I keep leaking on his face. Then all of a sudden I can’t hold it anymore and he’s drinking it while it dribbles out of me trying to hold it in.
Anyway will never happen because I’m too scared and embarrassed to tell me boyfriend I’m into it😔

I’m at my friends house and I REALLY need to go but everything in his house is so loud and I don’t want to wake everyone up since I’ve already gone twice. I can’t sit still I’m so scared I’m going to pee myself I already have a little but luckily it has just wet my shorts and not the bed but I’m ngl it’s turning me on so much but I’ve never even hinted that to my friend. I’m so stuck I need help