u/Ok-Yam-3479

23f sometimes I get a little too horny. I have this one guy friend and idk and Ik it's wrong so don't start with me, but I think I only want to fuck him when he has a girlfriend. I don't know why it turns me on so much, but I think I also like knowing he kinda has a thing for me still. But we always have a little flirty banter, we talk about sex like a lot he's even helping me write smut. I like sending him stuff and hoping he's touching himself reading it. I wanna take things further have him over and tease him til he's letting me use his cock to "learn about men". I think it would be kinda fun but it's also kinda fucked up toying with him like that. Though idk how bad i actually feel because i know he likes the attention.