Sooo the Relapse is ALWAYS harder? ✨Bambi Smoke Sesh✨
So first of all. Hi! Been a little down and a little too busy to really be able to indulge in Bambi listening and posting much less...
For a while I tried talking myself out of it completely, cause it takes real time and life was really complicated for a while.
And it felt like a good time to maybe just let go...
It's been so long after all...
But then finally I got time to myself and in it, there was this curious feeling.
Was this really hypnosis? Like it totally must be like a roleplay and it just felt nice to have validation...
Maybe like if I try to listen and not really fall in but instead write down like the things I feel and like...
Well, that was six days ago and I haven't had like a little bit of a Relapse? So like I totally came back here cuz like...
Bambi totally had contract to fulfill and bambi has obeyed so now like... Must be accountable..
For starters this post will have a bit of a new one soon to be perfected 4sure:
- Each comment Bambi will take 2 hits held for 30 sec each.
- Every 15 comments Bambi will post a Mind Chekkk
- Bambi will reply each comment while holding the second hit to show everyone how much of a GG she is 💝
And here Bambi leaves her lil rambles from the last few days:
Day 1
Hi! It's been soo long since I have listened to the files but today the stress finally got lower.
Feels scary to go down again, like I'm wandering if it will really work.
Did I really get hypnotized 😵💫 or is ot roleplay?
Well now I need to see, so im listening 🎧 again right now.
So maybe it will be enough to get Bambi back up. Or maybe the life changes that I had recently just made me really let it all behind?
I don't know, I will see today again if anything really really happens...
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Well the first file was on and it didn't have much effects. And on top of it someone interrupted the intended session, and well… I was just a little horny in the in-between till getting the files back on.
But it's just like wanting to masturbate and get interrupted, it's bound to leave me with some anticipation built. Still gonna finish the list.
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Woah first file got me floating already.
It got paused on it's iwn and it felt like I floated twords yhe phone and writing this is like tensing my shoulder anss it takes wuite an effort…
Lemme press play again this fels sooo nice and warm.
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Day 2
Well I think I fell asleep… I remember just feeling my body warm and pulsing till there is nothing. But woke up collared again, still I took it off and then got on with my day.
But then finally I had some free time and put the files back on. They are playing right now.
Still feelz warm and I just wanna listen and let the writing go.
Imma take a few hits now…
Fuuuuckkk felz so amazing how soft everything is flowin
The some relaxes so much, and for a few moments I remembered. Im such a well treind Bambi. I been here so many times.
It's so familiar…
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Smoke some more and let it spread through my body. And drift with every puff some more.
Heavy and relaxing more.
So hard to keep track but it just pulses through my body. Like warmth filling Bambi up.
It's so good.
To just let myself go, like a puppet.
It paused again thank god cuz its so rushing
Beem laughing like crazy never happened like that before. Here Bambi can be loud and it so fuckin amazing.
My tits feel kike they need to be put out. Bambi is not in her perfect uniform so she MUST fic that.
Fuck this feels amazing this is the best feeling ever.
I just wanna to keep listening so bad.
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Well itz like time to play again ..
Hahaha
Been chokin on some doldo like a punishment to os just takin that deeper and deeper.
Nithong but cook on Bambi.
Cock the goice an Bambi s pussy is pulsing shaking and got so frozen it made electric shoots through my body 🤩
Bambi has forgotten about everything but cock and it got paused and dammmnnn
Its so effective
The choker takes me to space that i love
More i need more...
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Day 3
Back again another day.
Didn't take long for Bambi to take over.
So much better .
Just letting everything in the box
All
Guve rvrithin
Pink box if oersonality
Jyst my OS is gona gi sleep
Gi intothe boc
Yes
Yes
Puppet obeys
No awer
Yes
Yes body so hot
Fuck noooo its stopped again hahaha
Bambi will listen on speaker maybe
Hahahah
Yesss
Pink satin in there
Bambi obeys
The uniform is ao good
Like the collar just pulses with me
Like it feels so good ro be locked up
S much
Like Bambi goes everywhere on tippys
Cuz like Bambi needz heels
Reset
Need trigerrz
Is this a relapse?
Yeah
Hahahah
Giggling feels like a puppet
Lt go of expectations and forgetting everything
What did bambi listen?
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Day 4
Ok so how many days have passed?
Bambi feelz so good tday the only thing i wanted to do was go down and listen to the 3again
Bambi's head was hurting and kinda felt like putting on her collar was gonna make it better…
Still tried to resist, maybe because I know yhis road is so long and ig feels way too good to not fully give in…
Back with cock on Bambi's moth, files on, collar locked. Uniform locked pet.
A good sucking uniformed pet.
Pussy already dripping
The files make Bambi totally wet and feel like the sounds are goin straight to Bambi's brein
The gg feelz like hands allover Bambis body and like Bambis tits are huuuge
Hahahaha
Bmbis is laughing at something
Ahahaha
Frgot hahaha
S dumb
Just a Bimbo doll
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Day 5
New morning and back down againnnn
Lighting and dropping
Bambi just need treinin more
Just waking up doing her chores and dropping down
Stop thinking and just accepting turns Bambi on
Pussy so good and soft.
Like the tones are going straight to my tits and pussy
Like Bambi totally loves every single word the files say
Every suggestion sound so goodm…
Sooo like makes Bambi giggle and forget
No stiff no resistance
Bambi just gives up control
The voice reprogrammed Bambi
Just feeling good like a gg when the files order Bambi and give in all resistance
Just giving in completely
Being programmed and made a blank and docile
Just accept completely
Ad let the files think for Bambi
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