To all the wonderful women that contacted me, we started chatting and suddenly deleted their account.
In most cases those women shared very intimate details and for that I thank you.
Most likely many of you either got scared or felt ashamed. I understand and it's normal.
What I'd like to say is that it's understandable what you're going through. I, we, have all been there. All of us have deleted our account before, sometimes multiple times during the years. Many of us have vowed not to get into any type of toilet play anymore -- it'll last for a few weeks or even months but then have come back.
I have done all of this. In the end I came to the conclusion that toilet play -- if consensual -- is legal and it doesn't hurt anyone. It's a weird "need" but it's alright. You'll be alright.
So, just go out and explore and stay safe. There are lots of weirdos that just want a quick jo and treat you bad. You'll figure it out who they are in a couple of minutes after you chat with them.
Best of luck and hope you can enjoy this part of your sexuality.
Let me post this song, it really struck with me when I felt weird about my toilet sexual desires:
https://youtu.be/XFkzRNyygfk?si=8J-yxDnVWBbFmGqf
Thank you for reading this far.