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Looking for an open minded FWB to get a little wild wiTh. I can host in uTica

Anyone looking?The party and play tonight DM me

Anybody free tonight to pa tt I can host in utica

I have been dealt and have carried a lot of pain In and out of relationships without ever really properly Healing, And yes, that is my fault, but my last heartbreak left me so numb and f***** up in so many ways. Before I knew, I was taking that pain and re-dealing it back on to myself Again....it was too late. Things got fast heavy and numb quick. I didn't mean to f*** my way through the pain, but here we are and now that I'm trying to date, there's an version of someone that is truly not me.Which I do feel is preventing me from really finding someone to build a life with in this area. I don't even know where to begin with This issue, I know it starts within, but the first couple of stitches I'm shaking to make. Friends I thought were friends. We're just someone trying to use me. The pain, trauma and pulses of desperation only seems to draw those type of people.

I'm so done with being used. I'm way to nice to other who wouldn't even spit on me if I was fire. I'm at my end...I just wanna be loved and cared for not looked over and used. Then to top it off in the moments I stand up for myself I'm looked a crazy and lied on. Fucking over it.

Looking at you to cut tonight, hit me up

Anyone looking a party and play tonight

Anybody looking to hangout i'm in utica, new york