u/OldSkoolN64Lvr

The video was called something like "raspberries, tickling, and licking". Unfortunately it is no longer uploaded.

I don't know how many of you have read my comments interacting with everyone here, but I feel like I should apologize for the way I've been coming across.

It's not easy being someone with a belly button fetish because of the additional challenges that presents to a guy in the "dating" market. Goddammit, it's fucking unfair. Why did I have to end up having a belly button fetish? Why me? Especially when I don't think I'm attractive. I'm terrified of people knowing that about me. Why couldn't I have just been into tits and ass like every other guy? It feels very "othering". It has also felt hopeless since I learned when I was younger than I am now that very few people have this fetish or are willing to entertain this fetish.

It's gotten so bad that there have been times in my life where I broke down and cried privately to myself because the pressure of believing I'm at a dead end just got too much to bear. I'm not looking for pity or sympathy. I'm sorry that I've been so critical with others. I'm sorry that I've had moments where it appeared like I lashed out at others. I don't know where I'm going with all of this.

I'm sorry I've been a jerk.