u/Over-Celebration3959

To think I used to feel frightened to post here when I was first introduced to this sub. Now I find it's the only place I can relate and truly feel understood by others. I come here when I feel my most vulnerable and alone. Sometimes I'm worried that I'm too damaged or too much for others, it feels unbearably painful at times. Underneath my guise of promiscuity, I'm just a quiet girl who just wants to feel good enough. I've never felt that just by being myself.

I wish I felt admirable for my other qualities and interests. My stupid sense of humour, my artistic abilities, my love of taking care of animals, my favourite games, my love of baking, my personality, my appearance (excluding my tits, arse and holes), my favourite books, my love of singing, hiking and writing. I wish people could remember these small details about me, I just never feel that important to others. Being a disgusting little slut feels like an easy way of getting attention, even if it's mostly objectification and rape threats. I'm addicted and I couldn't stop if I wanted to.