u/Oyeahatripple

I keep seeing weird men here and no actual people genuinely trying to find someone. I am honestly kinda confused about my identity and hate my body. In all honesty I dated a MtF shortly once that was super understanding of my issues and I find it's easier to talk to them because I feel I can relate on a certain level that the cis women I have dated really didn't. I am fine with dating cis women but I just don't feel comfortable bringing such topics up with them. I really don't give a shit about the parts, I just want someone who understands. I don't think I am a chaser and my friends say I'm not but imposter syndrome hits hard. Sorry if this is not what I should be talking about, I can't tell what vibe this subreddit is. :(

I have found the depth play better than stretching, and sometimes I can find/reach the prostate sphincter but when I start to enjoy it and I get hard I can't reach it. I am using 220mm but I can't reach it. I'm not particularly long but I still can't reach it. I look over Amazon for long stuff but it's not quite longer than what I already have. Is there any sites that offer 300 or around there? Specific solid sounds to prod.