u/Past-Selection1952

I’ve always been the dominant one in relationships, until I met my current gf. She doesn’t like being submissive, but LOVES being dominant. So I just let her go with it. I’m a switch, I don’t really mind.

At first, she would just ride me and not allow me to touch her big ass, and spit in my mouth.

She accidentally realised that I was into SPH after making a legitimate comment about how she wishes I was bigger.

She was riding me one time and said “I wish it was longer” and I thought she was referring to time i last before I cum, which I was surprised because I last quite long. And I went “Longer? As in time?” and she went “No, your fucking cock” and I genuinely had to pull myself out her and I just came everywhere. I’d never felt more embarrassed and turned on in my life.

We don’t even have sex regularly, maybe once every 1/2 months, she likes having me “desperate” and when we fuck she’ll tell me that she doesn’t even feel me, and will yawn.

I’m not even “small” i’m 6.5 inches, but my GF’s standard I am small. She often talks about a guy who was around 10 inches and as thick as a Beer can. Said he’d be able to make her cum from penetration (which i’ve never been able to do), so she’s just a size queen.

When we’ve watched movies with actors during nudity scenes, she’s even commented on them being small
despite them being larger than me.

Now since she realised i’m into SPH she’s just been making the femdom worse. Now she hasn’t give me a blowjob in nearly 2 years, and she would finish me off with just a handjob. She used to let me cum on her big ass, but that’s now off bounds for me. If i try grab or feel her ass, she will say “that doesn’t belong to you, it belongs to a man with a bigger dick” then take my hands away & then spit in my mouth.

Now she edges me and gives me a “ruined orgasm” and lets me hands free cum on my own stomach. She even threatened next time to not let me cum at all.

She makes jokes about caging me and/or pegging me, but I don’t know how serious she is about that.

But she will not stop mentioning fucking bigger dicks when riding me, is this something we should consider?

I’m bisexual, so the idea of including a man doesn’t scare me. I mean, i’ve literally taken big dicks up my own ass. But I wouldn’t be able to touch them she says, the big dick would solely be for her.

We’ve talked about the concept of going to a sex club and letting her pick out a big dick, and i’m sure she’d be up for it If i planned it.

But, I’m a little scared that i’d regret it. The idea of letting her fuck a bigger dick is hot as fuck when i’m horny, but when i’m not horny I don’t really think about it.

But honestly, when i’m horny and she’s riding me with her big ass, I’d let her do or say ANYTHING she wants to
me… it’s a little problem (pun not intended).

So… what should i do?

I’ve always been the dominant one in relationships, until I met my current gf. She doesn’t like being submissive, but LOVES being dominant. So I just let her go with it. I’m a switch, I don’t really mind.

At first, she would just ride me and not allow me to touch her big ass, and spit in my mouth.

She accidentally realised that I was into SPH after making a legitimate comment about how she wishes I was bigger.

She was riding me one time and said “I wish it was longer” and I thought she was referring to time i last before I cum, which I was surprised because I last quite long. And I went “Longer? As in time?” and she went “No, your fucking cock” and I genuinely had to pull myself out her and I just came everywhere. I’d never felt more embarrassed and turned on in my life.

We don’t even have sex regularly, maybe once every 1/2 months, she likes having me “desperate” and when we fuck she’ll tell me that she doesn’t even feel me, and will yawn.

I’m not even “small” i’m 6.5 inches, but my GF’s standard I am small. She often talks about a guy who was around 10 inches and as thick as a Beer can. Said he’d be able to make her cum from penetration (which i’ve never been able to do), so she’s just a size queen.

When we’ve watched movies with actors during nudity scenes, she’s even commented on them being small
despite them being larger than me.

Now since she realised i’m into SPH she’s just been making the femdom worse. Now she hasn’t give me a blowjob in nearly 2 years, and she would finish me off with just a handjob. She used to let me cum on her big ass, but that’s now off bounds for me. If i try grab or feel her ass, she will say “that doesn’t belong to you, it belongs to a man with a bigger dick” then take my hands away & then spit in my mouth.

Now she edges me and gives me a “ruined orgasm” and lets me hands free cum on my own stomach. She even threatened next time to not let me cum at all.

She makes jokes about caging me and/or pegging me, but I don’t know how serious she is about that.

But she will not stop mentioning fucking bigger dicks when riding me, is this something we should consider?

I’m bisexual, so the idea of including a man doesn’t scare me. I mean, i’ve literally taken big dicks up my own ass. But I wouldn’t be able to touch them she says, the big dick would solely be for her.

We’ve talked about the concept of going to a sex club and letting her pick out a big dick, and i’m sure she’d be up for it If i planned it.

But, I’m a little scared that i’d regret it. The idea of letting her fuck a bigger dick is hot as fuck when i’m horny, but when i’m not horny I don’t really think about it.

But honestly, when i’m horny and she’s riding me with her big ass, I’d let her do or say ANYTHING she wants to
me… it’s a little problem (pun not intended).

So… what should i do?