So, I’ve been cross dressing for a very long time. I go out on a daily basis fully dressed with hair, makeup and the whole nine. I truly believe that I pass, most days. I’m so used to it, it’s really not a big deal anymore. So I decided to try something a little different. I decided to go to a clothing optional beach dressed full fem. I wore my Raquel Welch hair with a floppy sun hat. Black string bikini top with black Brazilian bottoms. I had my black mesh beach coverup on top. It doesn’t really hide anything,but, I thought it would look nice. I walked about a half mile south along the shore, and it was the most amazing feeling ever. I’m just enjoying my amazing lifestyle and thinking how far I have come in the last few years. I felt almost invisible and invincible . When I came back to my starting point, I said I might just as well walk to the north end of the beach. Well, in a few moments I noticed that there were so many guys on the beach and I don’t think I saw one female. As I’m walking by, I see alot of guys rubbing and tugging on themselves and I could see them looking my way. I start second guessing myself as if I’m really passing as a woman, because, they’re most certainly gay , and I’m thinking they’re not interested in females 🤷🏼♀️. When I reach the northern end and have to come back , I’m thinking of giving them a little more of a show. I take off my coverup and start walking. Now I’m fully exposed in just a skimpy bikini. As I’m walking, I see a few guys make it to the shoreline, obviously to get a better look. At least half of them had incredible hard ons. I’m perfectly straight mind you. As I look up to the dunes, I felt like I was on a runway, all eyes were on me……many guys clearly stroking themselves. I never thought it would happen, but, I felt my penis expanding in my tiny bikini bottoms. I’m trying to use my mind from letting this happen in front of all these guys, but, no such luck. I stopped to talk to two guys, and they couldn’t stop looking down, being that I’m now fully erect, with half of my penis sticking out above my kini. More guys starting gathering around the front of me and were stroking like crazy. One guy was complimenting how beautiful I was and he thought I was a beautiful woman. He had no idea, until my little friend stuck his head out 🤣. With the eyes and all the attention, I could feel that I was pre cumming. They were chairing me on like I was a rock star. I believe this might’ve been the first time that I’ve exploded, without any type of manual help . Now I have a huge load running down my bikini with no towel or anything to clean up. A very nice handsome young guy asked if he could help me clean up my mess. I’m thinking, what a nice boy. Well, he dropped to his knees and licked every drop of it off my bikini, and proceeded to totally uncover my friend and made sure there was nothing left inside. All his buddies cheered him on, and were shooting loads all over the beach. Like I said, I’m far from gay, but, this is definitely a lifetime experience in the books. I’d like to go back to that beach again in the near future, but, almost feel embarrassed 🤷🏼♀️. I think next time, I’ll wear a one piece 🤣. All suggestions are more than welcome……