u/Pathetic-Milker

Unfortunately, I went through a really ugly phase in high school where I thought the only way to fit in was through my body, which wasn't even that great, but for being 13/15, it was pretty good, and even my classmates would say how I had that shape. But well, I went through the embarrassment of my classmates introducing me to their older friends, and those guys would start talking to me to the point where, without any filters, they would make sexual comments or tell me about their experiences. It didn't really bother me, but I noticed that if I didn't pay them any attention, they would stop talking to me or talk badly about me. So, I didn't want to end up friendless (because let's be honest, in high school it's super beneficial to have friends from higher grades), so I went along with it: taking pictures and all that. Until one of them took me to the bathroom during our longest break, which lasted about 45 minutes, and made me give him oral sex, saying that if I didn't do it, he'd make sure to talk to the other guys and leave me without friends. Honestly, I was scared; I didn't want to be the social outcast of the school, so I did it, and I thought that would be the end of it, but his friends started doing the same thing, making me perform oral sex, masturbate them, suck their balls, let them touch my breasts, but at least they never had full sexual intercourse with me. It was a horrible experience, but if I had to take one good thing from it, it's that I now consider myself really good at performing oral sex, even though I like women.