Made a mistake and don’t know what to do
A few days ago, I met a "daddy" here on Reddit I had made a post on r/sissypersonals saying I was looking for a guy for my first time, and he messaged me, 34 years old, German-nepalese man from Germany(I’m living in Sweden) He was very courteous, asked about my experience, my kinks and suggested I come visit him over the weekend, offering to cover my expenses.He seemed really nice to me—like the exact person I wanted for my first time, since I’m only 18—but then he asked for a photo of my face with makeup on, and I deleted the chat because I got scared, having been blackmailed before.I didn't even try to explain that I was scared, I just deleted the chat, and now I really regret it. I tried to find his account, but I don't have it anywhere and I didn't memorize his username. I regret it so much—it feels like I lost the chance for a perfect first time.I don't even have anyone to tell about this, so I'm writing here, the only thing I can recommend to other sissies is not to delete the chat right away, think it over so you don't regret it later…
Upd: I found his account but it seems like he blocked me - @u/lulwp